Dec 16, 2003 20:19
i'v come to facts that i shouldn't try to push away things, push away people that i care about...more than anything. i'd do anything for them. i don't have many, well i say that because i'm only thinking about the ones that truly matter.
i'd bleed for them. i'd even die for them. i hope they feel the same. we've come this far together. we'll grow old together. we'll die together in our hearts. and we'll be together in heaven. the world won't miss us. because we were too good for it. because we believed in what we wanted to believe. when we wanted. and did things our way. we werent some 'rebel punk kids' like the rest of the world would name us. because that's all they can think of. no. be a little more original why dont you.
we'll share our laughter together. listen to everything that each of us has to say. we wont let relationships with boyfriends or girlfriends interfere with our relationships as friends. we'll puke from drinking too much. we'll smoke till our lungs die. we'll live how we want.
this is what i think of the future. parts of it. there's so much more that can be added. and right now. i'm thinking that the fun is just starting for me. i have all i need. a best friend who loves me to the bones. who knows me for who i truly am. a thousand beautiful words and touching songs couldn't even start to explain how i much i love you.
my amazing friends. nat. jo. kayleigh. amy. dan. callie. vicki. georgie. maggie. leslie. i may not be tip top all the time. and be up for much. but i have those moments. you all know that. but whatever i say just know i always need you there. to care for me. for me to know you care.
so sometimes i think of the future. but dont. because what we have is all here now. and no one can rip that apart.