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I got this thought earlier that i should post so much more on here. But it's the point of whether people will even read this through and ACTUALLY read it and take it in rather than just running through it and not taken a blind bit of notice to anything that i've said at all. Because i'm sure there's alot of those people. I'm one who reads it through but then never seems to really comment because i feel like i'd be saying something wrong or whatever. I don't know, i seem so confused about alot of things lately. My boyfriend doesn't seem to want to talk to me, and by putting me on answerphone seems a lovely and kind sign that he cares.
I miss my best friend Debbie so much that it's silly.
I'm fed up with work and when i have a day off, like today, it's like there is heaven. This summer has been so SHIT it's untrue. I thought it would be so wicked, meeting up with Debbie, hanging out with Ollie loads but i havn't even seen him yet, neither Debbie so that didn't really work to plan. I've been going out quite a bit with friends and that and i guess that's the only thing that has seemed to keep me happy through this summer. I know i need to keep my chin up but it gets hard at times when you can't seen to find anything to look to, like for comfort, or safety.
On the other side of things, i think i've almost sorted my photography course and i think it's gonna be so cool to do something that i actually want to do, and experience. I don't think my parents understand why i want to do it, because they think it won't get me anywhere but i mean come on, you know it will. I'd like to do it at gigs, like mixing two things i totally love together, music and photography. I just want to be proud of something i've done in my life, on my own.
katiepopx
I miss my best friend Debbie so much that it's silly.
I'm fed up with work and when i have a day off, like today, it's like there is heaven. This summer has been so SHIT it's untrue. I thought it would be so wicked, meeting up with Debbie, hanging out with Ollie loads but i havn't even seen him yet, neither Debbie so that didn't really work to plan. I've been going out quite a bit with friends and that and i guess that's the only thing that has seemed to keep me happy through this summer. I know i need to keep my chin up but it gets hard at times when you can't seen to find anything to look to, like for comfort, or safety.
On the other side of things, i think i've almost sorted my photography course and i think it's gonna be so cool to do something that i actually want to do, and experience. I don't think my parents understand why i want to do it, because they think it won't get me anywhere but i mean come on, you know it will. I'd like to do it at gigs, like mixing two things i totally love together, music and photography. I just want to be proud of something i've done in my life, on my own.
katiepopx