I Caught Fire
So where to start? Okay, how about this awesome livejournal fight forming in my comments section? Completely awesome guys! Haha...its really quite amusing..VERY!! Wow yeah I'm definitely am going to stop putting my user name on other people's journals because this livejournal was definitely supposed to be for me venting my life and open to those who care to read...not for Ashley-haters! But yeah, whoever that was...ridiculous. Haha. I read those comments and was shocked at first, but then I laughed. A lot. Its so dumb i couldnt hold myself...froom shitting in my pants. I really do not know what the intention of those comments were at all, if it was to piss me off, yeah it worked somewhat because really immature and stupid people really make me mad, especially if they cant keep it to themselves. They have to spread it all over the place like some disease. But if those comments were to make me something else I never was comfortable with (because it matters and affects everyone else what I wear or look like), that is the most absurd thing I've heard in my life! After that I "don't deserve to listen to bands like senses fail and the Used". I dont know why anyone would want to be that immature, and why do you care so fucking much??!! YOU'RE OBSESSED!!! Theres no point in me even trying to explain myself about those comments...i mean its like trying to explain yourself to a chipmunk why you were shitting in the woods. So yeah if you hate me and want to kill me and care so fricken much and say that im supposedly a "poser", I have one word for you...sweet. You can go fuck yourself now...enjoy. Speak of kill lassie.
Alllright. I'm all set with that...yeah I was going to write a journal entry yesterday or earlier today, but if you're reading this, you are so fricken lucky cuz the journal entry would have been THE MOST pissed off and depressing journal entry in all eternity. I had probably the worst week pretty much ever...i mean i probably could have dealt with the things that were going on...but all this stuff came at once in probably a matter of 3 days, and I couldn’t deal with it. This is what I hate more than anything...its really hard for me to deal, even with sort of small things, but I get so caught up and get super mad at myself…it’s not awesomely delightful. You know, like I’m surrounded by people and act happy and shit all day and then I come home and it’s like..shit. haha.
Ooh yeah and my song in my last entry…super depressing huh hahaha…I can’t help it! It’s like all my songs are somewhat depressing...i dont know why but they are hahaha! But they usually don’t mean anything…but its pretty awesome because I’ll make songs about ordinary things like a tv show or spiderman hahaha, and it completely looks like I’m writing about something else haha. And yeah SOMEONE didn’t like my emo song there but hey I thought it was pretty good! That’s why I put it on there haha cuz all my other ones pretty much suck! And um…Mark I knoow that most of what you listen to is emo…it’s the same thing! Do a little lyric reading…and get over it! Hahahaha jk.
Mmm tonight…poookeeer again! Brian’s house…Junior’s birthday! Nope, not brian’s, just jr’s. Hahahaha…brian aren’t you wicked excited to take it for a walk?! Whoa no I’m sorry it definitely will take you for a walk…because it’s so colossal and takes over everything! Like a big splurge of krunk on your face. Hahahaha…just kidding brian I know how sensitive you are on your junior…I heart junior. And your brother…because he’s going to have a Ben/Andrew/Randall/Gene junior just like you!! Hahaha…whoa yeah but poker definitely sucked tonight! And we weren’t even playing for money, which is cool, but I didn’t even get to play! Thanks guys, you’re so awesome!! Oh phil…I hope you liked your Dr. Phil bar!! Just like candy, right??!! Dude, Dr. Phil and you should be buddies because you both love dogfood. Definitely! Okay, poker is soo much more fun when nobody cares at all…and then we go to funhouse, or start rolling down nate’s driveway. And watch the muffin mafia on video.
Hahahaha...so its not a muffin mofia right? are you sure? hehehe okay because it could be the revenge of the killer muffins...you never know...
Well I’m super tired now so I’m fleeing to bed…not really, probably just going to watch fuse for another 2 hours haha. Then probably color in more of my spongebob coloring book hahahah. I <3 Doodlebob. Oh yeah…and I promised you cheri that I’d dedicate something to you in my journal! So, Cheri Sneaker…will you marry me? You are my life. Uh huh…and we have to start our club in chem class on MONDAY!! Don’t forget hahah…and bring some more candycorn to school hahahaha. I love you and your candycorn 4 E V E R hehehe. Night losers and whale dicks of the world!
Alllright. I'm all set with that...yeah I was going to write a journal entry yesterday or earlier today, but if you're reading this, you are so fricken lucky cuz the journal entry would have been THE MOST pissed off and depressing journal entry in all eternity. I had probably the worst week pretty much ever...i mean i probably could have dealt with the things that were going on...but all this stuff came at once in probably a matter of 3 days, and I couldn’t deal with it. This is what I hate more than anything...its really hard for me to deal, even with sort of small things, but I get so caught up and get super mad at myself…it’s not awesomely delightful. You know, like I’m surrounded by people and act happy and shit all day and then I come home and it’s like..shit. haha.
Ooh yeah and my song in my last entry…super depressing huh hahaha…I can’t help it! It’s like all my songs are somewhat depressing...i dont know why but they are hahaha! But they usually don’t mean anything…but its pretty awesome because I’ll make songs about ordinary things like a tv show or spiderman hahaha, and it completely looks like I’m writing about something else haha. And yeah SOMEONE didn’t like my emo song there but hey I thought it was pretty good! That’s why I put it on there haha cuz all my other ones pretty much suck! And um…Mark I knoow that most of what you listen to is emo…it’s the same thing! Do a little lyric reading…and get over it! Hahahaha jk.
Mmm tonight…poookeeer again! Brian’s house…Junior’s birthday! Nope, not brian’s, just jr’s. Hahahaha…brian aren’t you wicked excited to take it for a walk?! Whoa no I’m sorry it definitely will take you for a walk…because it’s so colossal and takes over everything! Like a big splurge of krunk on your face. Hahahaha…just kidding brian I know how sensitive you are on your junior…I heart junior. And your brother…because he’s going to have a Ben/Andrew/Randall/Gene junior just like you!! Hahaha…whoa yeah but poker definitely sucked tonight! And we weren’t even playing for money, which is cool, but I didn’t even get to play! Thanks guys, you’re so awesome!! Oh phil…I hope you liked your Dr. Phil bar!! Just like candy, right??!! Dude, Dr. Phil and you should be buddies because you both love dogfood. Definitely! Okay, poker is soo much more fun when nobody cares at all…and then we go to funhouse, or start rolling down nate’s driveway. And watch the muffin mafia on video.
Hahahaha...so its not a muffin mofia right? are you sure? hehehe okay because it could be the revenge of the killer muffins...you never know...
Well I’m super tired now so I’m fleeing to bed…not really, probably just going to watch fuse for another 2 hours haha. Then probably color in more of my spongebob coloring book hahahah. I <3 Doodlebob. Oh yeah…and I promised you cheri that I’d dedicate something to you in my journal! So, Cheri Sneaker…will you marry me? You are my life. Uh huh…and we have to start our club in chem class on MONDAY!! Don’t forget hahah…and bring some more candycorn to school hahahaha. I love you and your candycorn 4 E V E R hehehe. Night losers and whale dicks of the world!