im tired of all the __________.
so, classes are done with.
its about time!
i went home to allentown for about 45 min on friday...
and then drove to my beloved ESU to see my loves.
Kim and i did her campus errands for about a hour and a half
then, while she was at graduation practice, i went to the boys room.
i miss movie and wing nights in kevin and alex's room.
i fell asleep in their chair.
i do miss just being able to chill and whatever in their room.
then, after 2 hours of that, i was reunited with kim.
said goodbye,
then went to see melissa, whom i also miss a lot.
we sorta caught up on life, school, boys, band, drama, etc.
it was nice. i stayed longer than i intended to, but thats ok.
i then went to my brothers house.
it was a lot of fun. he bought me pizza and forced his rather large-screened tv on me.
it's a nice place.
ESU graduation.
i caught up with sandy and casey.
experienced this Dr. Thaller, who made a point to thank me for coming out.
i didnt come for you.
i watched my loves graduate...they're alllll grown up!
i also had a great talk with floyd frisbee. whom i love.
he had a lot of words of encouragement for me.
oh how i love community members!
after a wonderfully long nap,amber came over to my brothers.
we went, with jes murphy, to the shortino household, something we have not done in a while.
we got to see john and allison (yay!)
and all those northie boys, and malarie.
i had fun talking about WCU people with sean.
amber slept over.
and then at some point in the afternoon, i went to the himmelbergers.
i saw the babies. oh how i miss those darlings.
but, i was eager to get back to west chester.
this was my weekend.
i dont know why i wrote like this, but i did.
sorry if its painful to read.
now for some rants.
im not sure why, but i've been thinking about mom lately. It could be because mothers day just passed by. i didnt do anything. i was with my brother, and i think thats good enough, and im positive my mom would have liked that. two of her children hanging out, just enjoying each other. something peter and i havn't accomplished in sometime. something mike and i can do without any effort. it was nice.
im not sad. ive just been thinking of her. i keep glancing at the picture of her thats hanging on my door. i keep looking for this resemblance people say i have to her. the eyes. i have her eyes. thats all i see. i often wonder what shed think of me now. i know shed be proud of what im doing in school. but would she be as oblivious as i think dad is most of the time? maybe id be better with boys if she could tell me what to do. who knows. id like to. but that is not an option. end first rant.
begin second rant.
i firmly believe that coming to west chester was the right decision. During my stay at ESU, i saw how it had changed-and not in a bad way necessarily, but i could almost see what it would be like if i had stayed. I also saw how different i had become. im more confident. Melissa pointed it out to me. she noticed that i had somehow changed. it's funny, i only sorta recognized the change, but my eyes were opened. i could not have made this transformation at ESU. While i could have spent more quality time with kim, and melissa and i could have been the best room mates ever, i came here, and made new friends, that i am constantly growing closer to.
end rants.
im tired. im going to hang out with my grand big now. peace.
its about time!
i went home to allentown for about 45 min on friday...
and then drove to my beloved ESU to see my loves.
Kim and i did her campus errands for about a hour and a half
then, while she was at graduation practice, i went to the boys room.
i miss movie and wing nights in kevin and alex's room.
i fell asleep in their chair.
i do miss just being able to chill and whatever in their room.
then, after 2 hours of that, i was reunited with kim.
said goodbye,
then went to see melissa, whom i also miss a lot.
we sorta caught up on life, school, boys, band, drama, etc.
it was nice. i stayed longer than i intended to, but thats ok.
i then went to my brothers house.
it was a lot of fun. he bought me pizza and forced his rather large-screened tv on me.
it's a nice place.
ESU graduation.
i caught up with sandy and casey.
experienced this Dr. Thaller, who made a point to thank me for coming out.
i didnt come for you.
i watched my loves graduate...they're alllll grown up!
i also had a great talk with floyd frisbee. whom i love.
he had a lot of words of encouragement for me.
oh how i love community members!
after a wonderfully long nap,amber came over to my brothers.
we went, with jes murphy, to the shortino household, something we have not done in a while.
we got to see john and allison (yay!)
and all those northie boys, and malarie.
i had fun talking about WCU people with sean.
amber slept over.
and then at some point in the afternoon, i went to the himmelbergers.
i saw the babies. oh how i miss those darlings.
but, i was eager to get back to west chester.
this was my weekend.
i dont know why i wrote like this, but i did.
sorry if its painful to read.
now for some rants.
im not sure why, but i've been thinking about mom lately. It could be because mothers day just passed by. i didnt do anything. i was with my brother, and i think thats good enough, and im positive my mom would have liked that. two of her children hanging out, just enjoying each other. something peter and i havn't accomplished in sometime. something mike and i can do without any effort. it was nice.
im not sad. ive just been thinking of her. i keep glancing at the picture of her thats hanging on my door. i keep looking for this resemblance people say i have to her. the eyes. i have her eyes. thats all i see. i often wonder what shed think of me now. i know shed be proud of what im doing in school. but would she be as oblivious as i think dad is most of the time? maybe id be better with boys if she could tell me what to do. who knows. id like to. but that is not an option. end first rant.
begin second rant.
i firmly believe that coming to west chester was the right decision. During my stay at ESU, i saw how it had changed-and not in a bad way necessarily, but i could almost see what it would be like if i had stayed. I also saw how different i had become. im more confident. Melissa pointed it out to me. she noticed that i had somehow changed. it's funny, i only sorta recognized the change, but my eyes were opened. i could not have made this transformation at ESU. While i could have spent more quality time with kim, and melissa and i could have been the best room mates ever, i came here, and made new friends, that i am constantly growing closer to.
end rants.
im tired. im going to hang out with my grand big now. peace.