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.::God send me angel
from the heavens above
send me an angel to heal my broken heart
from being in love
because all i do...
is cry...
so send me an angel..
to wipe the tears from my eyes::.
Current New Years Goals:
- Go to yoga more frequently
- More spiritual--less social
- Eat more veggies..less sugar stuff.
- Perhaps find more consistant/ rewarding/ realistic relationships.
- Get into a good college
-Finish off the year w/. a 3.7 or higher.
- ROAD TRIP TO CALI, though i know my mom's going to make me fly.
- If i must fly to cali then FOR SURE a road trip somewhere else
- Time Square for New Years Eve 2006!
- Lifetime at least 3 times a week...maybe four if im feeling ambitious.
- get scholarship :)
- Less drama, more fun :)
- more honest with myself
- not let others attitudes and actions affect my disposition
Party girls-- FOR LIFE...i <3 you, and thanks for everything...you guys are awesome
Sabz/ ernanda- no words to even describe. I <3 you.
Gilly+ haley-- new years-- James Bond shit bitchesss!! Crazy dreams, and lost shoes :)
CHEERS TO THE NEW YEAR!!!
2004 memories and reflections;
-Though i dont talk to a few people anymore, i did have many awesome memories either during the school year of over summer w/ you, which despite the current circumstances....are going down in the books as some of the greatest times.
-Lynslie and Laura-- night at lauras (wow?), many hot-tub times, and troy kids...oh how i love you girls
-Justin/ Jerrod/ Mike- Fun chapter of my life...key club, go-carting, late night study sessions, HC, and the "lost" state chams ring ;) -- haha justin
-Christopher Dobson- NOt quite sure what to say...huge chunk of my summer was spent with you-- some excellent conversations, and wonderful times. I'll NEVER forget you just randomly getting out of the car and running with that man...how RANDOM?!
-Jaclyn: you already know everything im about to say, and theres farr too much to put into words
-Party girls: Good times in 2004, and many more to come in 2005-- Applebee-- THE party of sophmore summer.
Horoscope stufff:
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You are very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well because of your extreme complexity. Behind your sheild of exterior lies a great deal of emotional depth, sensitivity, complexity, passion, free-spirit, and also fierce determination. When you want something you go after it insistently and wholeheartedly - and you usually get it.
Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are modest and humble, but you strive to be in the limelight or in a position of power. You have a sharp analytical mind, a keen eye for detail, and you prefer to observe, dissect, and study life from a distance. You are constantly trying to "figure people out" and analyze situations. Conscientious and outgoing, you can be relied upon to be careful, efficient, and thorough in your work and you take pride in doing a job well. You are very skillful - developing expertise, technical knowledge, and competency in some specialized area. You are adept at using your hands to create or fix things, and meticulous attention to detail and careful craftsmanship are your forte. Some say you can be extremely critical if everything is not done exactly as you think it should be, and you worry about things that other people consider trivial and unimportant. You like to organize, categorize, and arrange everything into a logical system, and you are often distinctly uncomfortable when something does not fit into a neat category. Disorganization vexes you. You probably wish that you were not such a perfectionist, for besides being a stickler for details, you can be mercilessly self-critical as well. Whether in your environment or in yourself, you tend to focus on the flaws, with a desire to improve, refine, and perfect. You are strictly factual, truthful, and scrupulously honest in your self-estimation, and you often do not give yourself enough praise or credit. On the Flip side however, you love nature, and are very spiritually in-tune. You can read through others actions, and have a keen sense for sensing a persons character.
Passion sign reading:
You are innately bold, daring, and independent. You channel an enormous deal of energy, and are able to utilize this as you please. Impatience and impulsivity may hinder your ability to rationalize an action before charging forth. In your excitement, you rarely wait before doing anything, and others may be left confused in your dust! You are intensely courageous and emotionally straightforward. Your approach to love is fresh and unencumbered by analytical thought. Your actions are emotionally passionate, as well as your speech and the way you communicate. You have vibrant energy and enthusiasm. You are a tremendous amount of fun!
Sex+ Love horoscope:
You crave peace and balance. Your's spirit is soothed by love of harmony, and you'll find that you work hard to smooth over any rough spots in your life or the lives of those around you. You are devoted to your friends and family, which makes you well-loved and exceedingly popular in your circle. It is important, however, that you check your tendency to give too much of yourself, or to give up on things important to you in order to make someone else happy. The balance you wish for can be yours if you strike a careful balance in your life -- devote equal time to working, playing and romance. Your tendency is to put too much effort and energy into your personal relationships, leaving work and family life suffering. Though you receive much of your fulfillment and peace through your romantic life, you'll be an unhappy girl unless you strike that balance. Your devotion is never more evident than in the bedroom, where your attention to your partner's needs and desires make you a extremely passionate, sexual, and erotic lover. Appearances and beauty are important to you; make sure both you and your partner are lovely to look at and you'll purr like a kitten.
--> purr like a kitten? WTF? LoL.
I REALLY dont feel like doing any homework tonight, though i know i should. DAMN IT. I have such a busy week.
WOW! most random (yet cute) thing ever just happened. Thank you for the rose.
NIGHT all....xoxox