May 24, 2004 21:53
I truly believe that everything in life happens for a purpose...that every person you meet somehow teaches you something new. But what about those people in life who do nothing but try to bring us down? The petty, shallow, narcisstic, and just downright cruel people...how can they possibly affect our lives (other than making us feel like shit?). I mean, true...they do help toughen us up to some extent, and help us grow as individuals. But at the same time, it's also these poeple who corrupt our perspective, jade our innocence, and steal our youthful optimism and hope. SO really-- couldn't we just bypass the whole shibang and spare oursleves? Grrrr.....i'm just so sick of everything.
Anyways...enough bitching. Today was such a weird day. Everything was so surreal. It was almost like I was on the outside looking in, rather than actually living my life (perhaps this is what sparked my discontent w/ my current circumstances?!). Whatever... I just need to get out.
Moving on- this weekend was actually pretty good. I'm SO~~~~> excited about this upcoming weekend!! The Rondeaus, who are good friends of my parents just invited them (and all of my sisters b/c they have 4 kids as well) to go up north to their cottage until monday afternoon!! Woooo babie! And guess who cant go b/c shes on contract?! ME! hahahahah...my mom just gave me the "no big parties " speech. So basically, they're going. YAY!
:) xoxox