Leave::Me::Alone
And dont you dare tell me you care,
because as much as you wish it to be true
...the fact is you dont
So, please spare us both...
and stop lying to yourself...and me.
What is said, is said
and what is done, is done
the pain has been inflicted,
and you cant just erase the past
like the way i erased the memory of your face
from my mind
sweet kisses forgotton,
a new life to be had....
moving on with our lives
has never been so bad
Leave::me::alone
and stop breaking my heart
ugg...here i am once again...procrastinating like its my job. Oh goodness...its like any time I seem to make any type of progress in my life...i revert back to trouble. i got a speeding tticket today, and basically told the officer i would rather be dead. He wrote me for what i was actually going, but said if i didnt get a ticket in the next 3 months, he would reduce it. My life basically sucks. so much for the fast track. this is like the fucking indi500.
Ugg...I'm living such an insane life right now...like woah. 90% of the things going on i cant write in here....but take my word for it. haha...i've started writing my letters in code...without any specific order either. They're so hard...its hilarious seeing people trying to figure them out. Love it! (hah Roxann).
Another update; for sadies i've decided that rather than gonig out and spending 27358 on another dress...im gonig to do something creative. What/ how? I'm still working on it! I get paid this week (from my fam.), so i'll probably end up buying a dress anyways.
Ohhh....my legs hurt SO bad. I went tanning last night for the first time in forever...and got burnt...again. :(
OwIeeeEE. alright well im out....xoxox