.::Wasted words you gave me
Wasted talk is cheap
Wasted, I think your eyes are killing me
Wasted somewhere in between::.
:+: You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
But you'll just sit tight and watch it u n w i n d
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine with all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know why :+
I'm in such an odd mood tonight...counting the moments until summer. Things recently have been so... out of the ordinary.
I had an excellent talk with Jenny last night... I <3 her. Life is finally starting to revert back to normal. But then again, how can we really define "normal". It really is astounding how a few events can have such a dramatic impact on a persons life.
This year is what i like to consider my "revelation period". Last year everyone was still so caught up in the drama and bullshit to take notice of their surroundings....but this year things are finally starting to "fizzle" out. I have learned so many life lessons in the past year...its insane. I seriously think im on the fast-track to wisdom. This year, and all of the events that have taken place.....unreal. But, i guess as long as you learn something from an experiance, it cannot be dismissed as purely negative...learning= good, right? lets take a little re-cap
1). Ice + curves in the road (especially dirt roads)= very bad.
2). Karma- what goes around...definately does come around...and three-fold. Always mind your actions.
3). Never leave your keys lying around. Someone might just be tempted to STEAL them, and take your car off-roading without asking you!
4). Dont fall asleep if you sneak over someones house. Especially if thir parents are home. In fact, just dont sneak over peoples houses.
5). DO NOT ever drink and drive. Wow am i a new-found advocate
6). If you're going to call people, and preech Jesus' word in a deep southern accent...make sure you're number is blocked.
7). Any guy who says "trust me" or "honestly"...is lying.
8). DO NOT attempt to switch seats with the passenger of a car when an oakland county sherriff is behind you. He will see you. OH...also, do not drive without a liscence.
9). Chugging Jack Daniels only ends up in trouble.
10). Barbie dont bend like that
11). If you're going to sneak out of you're house...make sure not to lock yourself out in the process.
12). No guy is worth your tears...and the one that is, wont make you cry. --> very true.
13). sometimes the best guys go undetected, and are only noticed when you're not looking
14). 4 a.m. "lifetime" or "kinkos" runs= P-R-I-M-E.
15). Jenny does not sound like Dara.
16). If you're going to throw a kegger, make sure to conceal the keg before you're parents return.
17). Footprints in the snow are always a DeAd giveaway....hahah.
18). WEDNESDAYS are always amazing nights.
19). If all else fails, fake a stroke, and run!
20). Do not flash/moon someone if you are approaching a red light. bad news.
21). If you are hitting on people in the car next to you, check first, and make sure they're not your teacher.
22). Do not go to downtown detroit wearing nothing but a playboy bunny suit...yet again, bad news.]
23). Watch out for child protective services...haha
24). Boys are masters of manipulation...make sure ur always one step ahead.
25). If you're watching a porno on the bigscreen, and the doorbell rings...turn down the volume before you answer the door!! Unless, that is, its a hott UPS man...hahah
26). if your mom is psychic...its probably not a good idea to lie to her.
27). Never pass up an oppertunity to tell someone how you really feel about them. Things left unsaid get you no-where in life.
28). No ReGrEts! Live and Learn...
i cant think of anymore...so i'll leave it at that.
I love puppychow. Wow roxann, we should patent this shit. hahah.
Alright...well im off to do something. Not sure what yet....but i'm getting there. Leave some love notes...
xoxoxox
Yet another good song;
- Ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same
oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrafice
Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But I rather have you here with me
right next to me
and I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you
break it down then I'll tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't belive I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waitin for you
put it down be the woman for you
im fallin so deep for you
crazy over you im callin
callin out to you
what am i gonna do?
its true no frontin
it's u ain't no other
I can no longer go on w i t h o u t you
I just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)