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I create my own destiny
i'm learning to stop depending on others to create and keep relationships. i'm trying.
concert choir might not be too bad next year after all. i mean, i'm going to miss the girls from CC this year like crazy. but if i really want to, i can keep them as friends. i chilled with jenna and ann laurence on the field trip today and they are going to do it after all thanks to alex gabriel i'm sure and no thanks to oliver. anyways they are super chill girls. jen rode my bus today too. good stuff. although she sat with caitlyn and i sat with oliver.. so awkward haha. NOT MY FAULT THOUGH! and sarah robertson made CC, so there is one freshman i can handle. and maybe kelsey and maybe alex and maybe lei. i think i might stay for half of chambers mroe often. i'm mad i didnt yesterday. zack wasnt even at lunch. i should start checking that ahead of time.. which i can now that i have texting :]
so my weekend:
friday: lee's graduation party
saturday: nothing really
sunday: nothing really
hoping tiff wont be too consumed with work so she will go see georgia rule with me at some point
and tiffany has to stay at home next year which is lamey lame lame lame for her but it's nice to not have to say goodbye to one more senior this year. i hate that so much. saying goodbye to friends is the worst. and tiff lives right down the road so.. homegirl will is so going to be gettign sick of me soon enough haha
anyways i am really, really happy right now for a change. eveytime i say that, something gets fucked up, but i'm thinking things are going to stay good.
oh and some of my friend are retarded.. they started a forest fire on sunday. burnt an acre. fucking mongos!
isnt it funny how one person can change you? make you think? we'll see if it sticks. but carign what people think isnt always a bad thing.
i'm learning to stop depending on others to create and keep relationships. i'm trying.
concert choir might not be too bad next year after all. i mean, i'm going to miss the girls from CC this year like crazy. but if i really want to, i can keep them as friends. i chilled with jenna and ann laurence on the field trip today and they are going to do it after all thanks to alex gabriel i'm sure and no thanks to oliver. anyways they are super chill girls. jen rode my bus today too. good stuff. although she sat with caitlyn and i sat with oliver.. so awkward haha. NOT MY FAULT THOUGH! and sarah robertson made CC, so there is one freshman i can handle. and maybe kelsey and maybe alex and maybe lei. i think i might stay for half of chambers mroe often. i'm mad i didnt yesterday. zack wasnt even at lunch. i should start checking that ahead of time.. which i can now that i have texting :]
so my weekend:
friday: lee's graduation party
saturday: nothing really
sunday: nothing really
hoping tiff wont be too consumed with work so she will go see georgia rule with me at some point
and tiffany has to stay at home next year which is lamey lame lame lame for her but it's nice to not have to say goodbye to one more senior this year. i hate that so much. saying goodbye to friends is the worst. and tiff lives right down the road so.. homegirl will is so going to be gettign sick of me soon enough haha
anyways i am really, really happy right now for a change. eveytime i say that, something gets fucked up, but i'm thinking things are going to stay good.
oh and some of my friend are retarded.. they started a forest fire on sunday. burnt an acre. fucking mongos!
isnt it funny how one person can change you? make you think? we'll see if it sticks. but carign what people think isnt always a bad thing.