~MY DAYS!~
ok yesterday was really boring i went shotgun shooting!!! it was sorta fun... yea im good at shooting i get weird looks tho cuz yea im a girl... yea..
so today i was gone i met a hot guy but hes gonna b related to me soon so yea... he's my future bother in law's cousin distant and everything but hes too old for me n e ways i met his g/f too shes wicked pretty. lolz i was like Derek how old r u ? hes like 19 i was like o. So yea i guess jake still likes me YAY!!!!! But he has a g/f and i guess i live to far away (this coming from someone who was goin out w/ someone from fuking ohio lolz)i mean i've already gotten over 4 ppl cuz of jaek and i turned down 1 person. I got over Josh,Mike, Camerian, and Andy. And i turned down a kid i wont say any names tho. cuz yea thats mean but if ya wanna kno just ask....So yea i'm just thinking did i make the ryt decision cuz my lil decision in my head is i only like Jake he's the only one for me and i believe that but i am ryt who knos i'll find out soon enough. I hate how he has a g/f tho i guess shes gonna b a senior thats almost like illegal but its ok i guess if me and him went out it'd be somewat like that. i mean i guess im too young but the person who asked me out was 16. so yea i dont think he should complain bout my age. If he still thought i was 14 he'd like me more my hey good things usually are ruined but i hope me and him r never ruined even if it's only a friendship i'll always b there for him. I just cant get him out of my head and i've wrote poetry/songs for him and it's the only way ppl myt have the slightest clue of how much i like him ... it's more than liking him but yea i dont wanna say it since he has a g/f. but idc if he has a g/f thats not gonna make me stop having feelings for him... but w/e probably gonna freak ppl out but wat can i say cant help the way i feel...and no one understands the way i feel but i g2g bye bye []Deace LOVE YA
so today i was gone i met a hot guy but hes gonna b related to me soon so yea... he's my future bother in law's cousin distant and everything but hes too old for me n e ways i met his g/f too shes wicked pretty. lolz i was like Derek how old r u ? hes like 19 i was like o. So yea i guess jake still likes me YAY!!!!! But he has a g/f and i guess i live to far away (this coming from someone who was goin out w/ someone from fuking ohio lolz)i mean i've already gotten over 4 ppl cuz of jaek and i turned down 1 person. I got over Josh,Mike, Camerian, and Andy. And i turned down a kid i wont say any names tho. cuz yea thats mean but if ya wanna kno just ask....So yea i'm just thinking did i make the ryt decision cuz my lil decision in my head is i only like Jake he's the only one for me and i believe that but i am ryt who knos i'll find out soon enough. I hate how he has a g/f tho i guess shes gonna b a senior thats almost like illegal but its ok i guess if me and him went out it'd be somewat like that. i mean i guess im too young but the person who asked me out was 16. so yea i dont think he should complain bout my age. If he still thought i was 14 he'd like me more my hey good things usually are ruined but i hope me and him r never ruined even if it's only a friendship i'll always b there for him. I just cant get him out of my head and i've wrote poetry/songs for him and it's the only way ppl myt have the slightest clue of how much i like him ... it's more than liking him but yea i dont wanna say it since he has a g/f. but idc if he has a g/f thats not gonna make me stop having feelings for him... but w/e probably gonna freak ppl out but wat can i say cant help the way i feel...and no one understands the way i feel but i g2g bye bye []Deace LOVE YA