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Am i getting myself into somethign again?
I dont know. I love Zackery, honestly. i do. But the distance between us is a lot of miles. I really want to be with him. He means a lot to me. I dont know. I wish i could just be with him. Everything would be easier.
then we have Johnny. He's so much closer. and I like him alot. But he has a girlfriend who he obiously loves alot. Should i just give up on him? I dont wnat to. i mena i'm always gonna be friends with the kid. He's friggen awesome. But its like I dont know. I like hanging out wiht him. I cna be myself. That's cause he's so much like me. We're both dorks.
So basically I'm caught. I mena i dont know what I mean. Im so confused. Its like if i want Zackery he's far away and If i want Johnny he has a girlfriend. So nothing ever works out. That hurts.
I really am like....blahhh confused abotu guys. Maybe i should just like....Not go for anyone.
That might just work.
But i still love Zackery
And I still like Johnny.
Eh,Whatever.
ANYWAYS,
I've been babysitting all day. Robin and Kristin came to visit me and it was super fun. I felt so bad. They walked in and there were so cold. We made hot chocolate. But then they had to go. But it was cool ya know.
I supperrrr colllddd.
hehe
xoxo
I dont know. I love Zackery, honestly. i do. But the distance between us is a lot of miles. I really want to be with him. He means a lot to me. I dont know. I wish i could just be with him. Everything would be easier.
then we have Johnny. He's so much closer. and I like him alot. But he has a girlfriend who he obiously loves alot. Should i just give up on him? I dont wnat to. i mena i'm always gonna be friends with the kid. He's friggen awesome. But its like I dont know. I like hanging out wiht him. I cna be myself. That's cause he's so much like me. We're both dorks.
So basically I'm caught. I mena i dont know what I mean. Im so confused. Its like if i want Zackery he's far away and If i want Johnny he has a girlfriend. So nothing ever works out. That hurts.
I really am like....blahhh confused abotu guys. Maybe i should just like....Not go for anyone.
That might just work.
But i still love Zackery
And I still like Johnny.
Eh,Whatever.
ANYWAYS,
I've been babysitting all day. Robin and Kristin came to visit me and it was super fun. I felt so bad. They walked in and there were so cold. We made hot chocolate. But then they had to go. But it was cool ya know.
I supperrrr colllddd.
hehe
xoxo