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Well, today shan, monica, and i all went to st. clairsville mall and shopped for a lil bit. Last night i stayed at shan's and we stayed up forever and just talked, it was cool. I guess ive just been dealin w/ lots of crap but not like major things..i dunno. Like, there's one person that will always be in the back of my mind...and i know that he has probably forgotten about me and i guess i just wish/hope that he hasnt..i dunno like i dont want anything w/ him cuz things would never work out bcuz they never did, but i just dont want to be forgotten. I dont like to totally end things w/ ppl, i like to keep things on good terms and just be friends, but that wont happen either. I never want to hurt anyone by having these feelings, but i guess its just something that im gonna have to deal w/..,i dont understand y i cant forget about it like i want to...oh well. I mean, i was pretty much over him, but then he came back and i just fell for it..why?!?!?...oh well, its all good. Anyways, this whole week im stayin at shan's aunt's house...woo hoo! party!!! no parents or anyone's goin to be there..this is gonna be great! I gotta go get some movies...i should go do that, ok, well, im outta here..later!