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What the fuck is my problem? I drove myself to the point where all I did was care, and tryed to make everything perfect even though I knew it wasnt going to be. And now im at the point where all I want to do is NOT CARE anymore... but I cant NOT CARE. And its fucking driving me nuts.
This whole time I was trying to make something that coud never be made. And it was always right there in front of my face, in big bold letters saying "NEVER GONNA HAPPEN" and I never saw it until now. And now im so far in that I cant get out. And all im doing is stressing myself out on something that NEVER WAS THERE!
Im a fucking moron!
This whole time I was trying to make something that coud never be made. And it was always right there in front of my face, in big bold letters saying "NEVER GONNA HAPPEN" and I never saw it until now. And now im so far in that I cant get out. And all im doing is stressing myself out on something that NEVER WAS THERE!
Im a fucking moron!