wow have i found something out.
I have spent to long looking into my own heart and mind hating the cards that I was dealt. I spent the evening away from my own selfish bemoaning and took alook around at the other souls on this earth this being family, friends, and strangers and every where I turned tonight I kepted seeing there story, and parts of there lives unfold before my very eyes. Some of the things that I have come across I could not bear to deal with and I turned my head for I cannot relate to any of there situations however I was there to listen. Many of my problems seem miniscule in comparison. Just getting up in the morning is a challenge for me these days fo I do not know what the day holds but there are others that are not quite like me but are similar when it comes to the stakes at hand. Some are way beyond my knowledge and are stronger with there lives what I am with mine. My heart goes out to each story that I have read, heard, or saw today not because I am sorry or feel pity but because I cannot fathom what it must feel like to go threw something quite like that. I would most likly break in half and burn out if I had to take on your responsabilities. I hope you all manage to stay strong and stay safe.
-XJLX
-XJLX