Aug 09, 2005 00:55
Ugh! Rob will be leaving in three hours to go to california for two weeks! He wont be back till August 22nd! :( it sucks so bad... but when he gets back we are going to the system concert... and on the 24h im thinking about getting a 311 ticket so i can go with him and his mom to that. I don't know though because i have court the next morning. I dont know but i miss rob already and he hasnt even left! UGH!!!
Anyways... i'm qutting smoking cigarettes. I havent had a cig for four days!!!! i cant believe it! im so proud of myself but its been like hell.. but im doing this for julian!! im a dumb ass cuz i quit for nine months while i was pregnant then as soon as i had him started again! but oh well im doing this. i kno i can its really hard but so worth it because its for my son.
ugh. well i dunno what else to say.. im fucking tired. i was going to stay up till rob gets up to leave but i do not think thats gonna happen.
bye.