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[xxjuicydeucyxx]

God, its been so long since I've last made an entry in this thing...I kinda forgot what it's like. Let me start off by saying happy easter to everyone who reads this. I guess mine was alright, its been better though. alright, i'll try my best to fill ya'll in on the drama in my life lately...as if you care. i'll do my best to; keep it in cronilogical(?) order. Since...i think it was january, I've been working tons, i just cant get enough it. I have this weird obssession with my job, it's really starting to freak me out ;)sometimes i wish i could just leave school and work full time. anyways...in the time that ive worked there ive saved 4 kids, and had to deal with some pretty scarey stuff... but it makes me feel really good inside, i feel like in someway even to the smallest degree ive help make a difference. maybe thats sounds stupid, but yeah, moving on. Ive been doing ok in school, could be better, i suppose, but im satisfied. i got into my first accident last tuesday. I hit some guy coming from the oakridge market paring lot. luckly it wasn't my fault. the only thing that really chaps my ass though is now i'll never again be able to say i was never involved in an accident. Im just another statistic of teen drivers...something i told myself id never be, oh well though, lifes a bitch. thats really put a damper on my life though cuz im left w/out a car to; drive. this is going to sound so stupid, but i cried when i found out my truck wasnt gooing to able to be fixed. it felt apart of myself was gone, if you can undersatand. as nasty and hidious as it was i loved it and now its gone and its killing me. nothing will ever compare, or even come close...(R.I.P RUSTY) im currently looking for a new vehicle, but its hard. anyways...before i cry, i'll move on. actually ive kinda talked everything thats been going on... other than the fact i hardly talk to anyone anymore...and i hate it. well enough with this. im off to bed, its been a long day. fyi...i miss everyone ,and hope that you'll call me if theres anything u need. im busy but i still care. i love to hear from all of you. goodnight
<3 Katie