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Any ways that last post was a quizz...ande it totally said i was an angel sent from heaven....**Big SmileA** lol
Newyas christmas was yesterday....So my parents went shopping fo rme on christmas eve...go figure...so i knew my mom hd great idea becuase i so showed her at the mall everythign i wanted...i know she would have gotten most of it if not all...but i am a medium and so is most everybody else so it was hard for madukes and dad to find my size......but hey i got some nice sweaters i wanted...two pairs of jeans that were sweet hopefully they have my size in them when i go tto exchange them cuz miss fatty right here couldnt get her ass in to the pants.....newyas since every q about xmas is what i go there is the run down
Parents: two really cute sweaters..or was it 3...two paris of much needed jeans...one dark one light...a cute earring and neclace set that matched my shirts....cell phone service for the year from dad as well as AAA for my car......a new vide game for my game cude..its all the sonic games...saweet.....oh adn a sleeve less shirt for the red sox winning its mad cute too....adn i think thats it lol
Gma: she got me two or three cute sweaters two....soem orniments for the tree....some much needed money and i think im forgetting something lol
Other Fam: Cash from a few people and a ralph lauren bracelet that has not left my arm...i go tthat one early lol
John: He got me two unbelieveabl esweaters....that i so wanted.... and a really cute and warm jacket...a picture fram adn this shawl that i wore around my waste with jeans....his shirt with my moms jewlery gift and the wrap...i so was looking like jessica simpson who i idolize....lol.....his sister got me a gift certificate to get a mani and a pedi which rocks cuz i so stopped bitting my finger nails...adn i have nevr had a pedis and have wanted one shince the summer lol...his rents had no idea what to get me so they gave me ash but what ever lol....
I still have more gifts on the way #1 cuz im goign to my nanas on wensday and they spoil me with gifts lol...and becaus emy bday is next month...dont forget it lol
john totally loved his gifts too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my fam so spoiled him with gifts this year.....
So we chilled with my fam all day...adn i got to see my cuzins who i missed so much......then john brought carabia over for a little bit an the fam got to see him....then we headed to brighton to th ebumpin party at Amanda and Josh s ... it was great cuz evryone was there....so jager and coke rocks my world...and arabia seems to love it when i am drunki...li got to see alexis who i havent see in what seems for evber...adn well carabia descided to put lip gloss on me...then aske dme to do his make up...so i put lip gloss on him....adn john ....then i did there eyes...carabias were very pretty but john fought so i made him look like mimi lol........it was great though to just be with everyone for christmas fam and friends........
The we came hoem about 2 or 3 and john spent the night.....i know we have had our problems...but i really think he finally understands...adn wants to make things work out...he is trying so hard to show me so much adn prov eso much....its hard to love someoen so much tjat you just cant be with....adn lik eamanda says we ar ethe weirdest broken up couple.....and i really do hope we are able to work through everything... iknwo it is gann abe hard because it has hurt me alot and really messed with my head bad......i guess its not a matter of wanting to work it out now...its if it can be worked out and if things can be moved on adn past......but i love him and always will...and no matter what john will never be out of my life! i mena come on he is Bear! I love you baby, you are my bea and i am your bear, and it means so much to me how you have be tryign so hard and just being so...well being the man that i fell in love with........mwuah huggs and kissies
gnight ganstas