Looking out at the town . . .
well the date is set. . . exactly one week from today i will not be around here anymore. i finally get my wish. im moving back home, but the thing that sucks is the girl i care about the most dosent even know yet. i wanna tell her but its very hard, especially after this past weekend we actually got to hang out. its like no matter what happens life always has to mess with your head, over and over...
i mean i definately have alot of stress in my life right now w/ moving and work related stuff but this whole thing is really tearing me up inside. alot. its like things are really different now and its hitting me now. Everything is coming to an end fast. its not that i dont wanna move its just i dont wanna leave anything behind.
with moving im gonna be leaving a very important person in my life behind. its not like were never gonna talk again but this past month we have gotten closer then we ever have before, and that time was amazing. its like i moved away from home about 6 years and out of those 6 years i was trying to move back about 5 of them and now that its finally time to move back i wanna stay. but its time, its my time to cut loose the chains and go home...
i mean i definately have alot of stress in my life right now w/ moving and work related stuff but this whole thing is really tearing me up inside. alot. its like things are really different now and its hitting me now. Everything is coming to an end fast. its not that i dont wanna move its just i dont wanna leave anything behind.
with moving im gonna be leaving a very important person in my life behind. its not like were never gonna talk again but this past month we have gotten closer then we ever have before, and that time was amazing. its like i moved away from home about 6 years and out of those 6 years i was trying to move back about 5 of them and now that its finally time to move back i wanna stay. but its time, its my time to cut loose the chains and go home...