Apr 21, 2005 18:32
ooooo.....man......
Exams coming up.....Still booking these 2 tours....can't find a nice girl to be with(when i do find one, just never happens)........and people like to think I am an asshole when there thinking they just know EVERYTHING.
Atleast Lauren is nice to me. I feel bad alot b/c I act like an asshole alot b/c alot of people annoy me so I kinda give her an attitude. I even told her I was moving in May to New York lol. I wanted to see if she even cared if I moved away to NY. She seemed like she would be be upset if I moved away. So it made me feel better she cared. I have only known her for like...5 days? But it feels like SOOOOO much longer. Sometimes I feel like I am dateing her b/c I think about her. In class, I sit there and just think about hanging out with her(which we haven't even met!). I have never thought about any girl before and really thought about them and all of that. Its weird but I think its cool. We might hang out on Friday if her mom lets her. It kinda sucks I am 20 lol. Its not my fault I just like younger girls. It's not like I can help it, it just happens. O-well...I don't give 2 shit if people give me shit for liking or even dating a younger girl. As long as I am happy, eff those people.
So Dustin wants to fight me. I haven't done shit to this kid. We even used to be friends for along time. And out of know where he posted on the FLM board next time he sees me he is going to beat me up. wtf? I was confused why he said that b/c I don't even talk to him everyday or never hung out with him or anything. I was seeing the the girl he liked. Maybe thats why he is mad at me? We just hung out for like 3-4 days. thats it!!! W/e...he can kick my ass but i will defend myself the best I can.
Joe O. you make me sick..thats all I am going to say. I love my speed o :)