Oct 31, 2007 14:14
hey everybody
its been a while since ive posted, My computer is back from the shop.
Lately my life has been consumed by STAGE CREW I am currently a spotter. I sit in the dARk for 3 hours listening to the same god damn songs, which are a little annoying in the first place (into the woods for anyone who knows what that sounds like) honestly i really dont like crew. I need to fulfill a contract for theater major, but i just hate spot light. I sit in a damn ball with my back hunched for three hours the spacce i have is so small. Im gonna be a damn hunchback when im through with this. But i have met some fun people and its made for some funny jokes about being the ultimate bitch of this play SWEEP MOP SIt IN THE DARK AND SHUT UP, but it has had its fun moments and i now have a new found respect for crew people. I always felt for them and was polite and appreciative BUT NOW...well now i will think twice before i say, "Come on How hard is it to keep a spot steady?" because its fucking harder than u think u better believe it. SO now im patiently waiting till sunday for the emancipation of my soul.
Its halloween of course i have a show, their tryna bribe students with free admission even if theyve already used their one free ticket. SO reall im expecting a small crowd and me all pissed off thinkin i could be out. But im gonna do mh makeu and hair before the show so i can run home and get in my costume. Im a playboy bunny again lol. I just love whoring it up on halloween i dont pretend not to I HAVE NO SHAME IN IT.
Theyre starting a musical theater emphasis here at temple. Im excited. I gotta try out for it, so i need to do some dance combinations or some shit i better work on that, hopefully i get in, ill be auditioning for that in the spring sometime. WISH ME LUCK pray that god suddenly turns me into some amazing ass dancer.
so yesterday i found out my gramom died. She had been in hospice for like a month now. The weird part is i knew she was gonna die this week, i had this crazy dream on thursday my whole family was at her funeral in this big nice church, and we were staning there in a group and i looked over and my pop pop (her husband who has been dead for 8 years) was pushing her by in a wheel chair and they disapeared behind a wall. It was so weird i woke up so freaked out, but yeah so i kinda knew. Im upset, but i really feel that when older people die I'm so faithful that something else has to be there for them I kind of see it in a somewhat positive light. Like at least shes with my Pop Pop now, and i really do believe that. Its just weird to think ab out it, cuz she lived in florida and ive really only been seeing her like once or twice a year since i was in 3rd grade. But still it was liek you knew she was there. I feel like she was fine a couple months ago when she came up for my graduation. And for anyone reading this from calvary or whatever it wasnt My Mrs. Kelly Mom Mom it was the other one
pats downstars gotta let him in
HAPPY HALLOWEEN