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So looks like Im going to san angelo this weekend..
For some reason Im not all that excited.. Im kinda at the point where I'd rather just sit around eating chocolate because I can.. no point in watching my weight now.. so I'll just be bad these next few weeks before I become obsessed with watching what I eat & what not..
I cant even go to the carnival.. normally I wouldnt care because Im too scared to ride roller coasters anyway... I guess it just bothers me cause its not my choice.. its just simply something I cant do right now.. it makes me feel helpless & handicapp.. I dont like that feeling..
poop.
For some reason Im not all that excited.. Im kinda at the point where I'd rather just sit around eating chocolate because I can.. no point in watching my weight now.. so I'll just be bad these next few weeks before I become obsessed with watching what I eat & what not..
I cant even go to the carnival.. normally I wouldnt care because Im too scared to ride roller coasters anyway... I guess it just bothers me cause its not my choice.. its just simply something I cant do right now.. it makes me feel helpless & handicapp.. I dont like that feeling..
poop.