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whats wrong with most of the people in this world? Their lonely. the lonlier they are the more they try to hide it. They get drunk to try to hide the fact that they dont even have a personality anymore. they lost it the day the bleached there hair blonde and started wearing padded bras. or maybe it was the day the dyed there hair black and started shopping at hot topic. no one really knows. some of them have sex and drink and smoke and pretend like they like it, when really its rotting there internal organs and diminishing there self respect. The last time they were truely happy was there eleventh birthday. Ever since then they have piled on make up to cover their tired eyes, and broken smiles. They look for love in all the wrong places, when really all they have to do is look up. But instead they look down and curse God for all the problems in the world, when there the ones who have caused them. They talk about anyone who has something they want, which is everyone, in attempt to make themselves feel better. They cause drama so that they always have something to do. because they know that if they sit still for longer than thirty seconds they will realize there life is a complete mess. They dont have any real friends, boys only like them cause there easy, and they have probably dissapointed tehre parents in everyway possible. Who caused them to be like this? Was it those sleezy pop icons like Britney Spears and Christina Aguilera? No. it was there own self destructive and ignorant personalities that caused them to be like this. Now they will do anything to find true happiness, but they never will. Not until the day the give every thing up, and give it all to God. thats the only day they will be happy. but theyll never do that. they would rather be miserable than to admit there is someone above them.
it was amazingly beautiful today.
my dog is hot
o man.
camille, me and jess woods from this weekend!!!!
sarahs mom, me , and sarah!!
