SO today...
Was a bit of a train wreck.
My stepmom came home, meaning my dad is back to being a total ass to me.
I mean, i missed her and all, but i sorta wish she'd just stayed gone.
She did cheat on him ,that's a sin... maybe she should get punished.
Well she got punished, but wayy more harshly than i wanted her to be.
Any how.. i got up at like 12 today.. i'm not lazy.. i was just at my moms and theres nothing better to do there apart from either lie in bed or fight with my brother.
Turns out my Mom gets up at 3 in the after noon, after goin on the hugest bender last night & wants me to go bowling with her.
Yepp bowling..
She just got back from hospital&she goes drinking then bowling...
I mean how fucking random.. its like goin oh let's go build snowmen even though it's not snowing.
Ha.
Anyway, no freaking way was i going bowling.
+i can't wash my hair when i'm at my moms so noway was i going out with messy hair.
just hate baths.
I find them gross.
So anyhow.. we got in a huge ass fight and i have huge scratches up my arm now.
I curse her stupid fake nails for life.
Looks like ima self harmer or something.
Anyway, i just split, coz my dads house is always the same but not lately.
My stepmom like cheated on him : whatta whore.
Buti miss my sister too much to hold a grudge.
So i go back over expecting to see everyone all happy&stuff...
Well they've put the christmas tree up..
WITHOUT ME.
It's like my favey job in whole universe.
sdfghjkl
But i can forgive that.. then my step mom tunrs round ..
and whats that??
Ohh a lovely shiner on her eye.
I mean what is t with men i know...
They all beat girls up..
Ain't love grand??
Yenno their actaully such bad examples to me.. what am i gonna grow up thinking about other guys??
This is where trust issues stem people.
Anyway.
I decided to let my dad knowi was furious at him by going upstairs , closing every window,and putting the stereo on full-blast with my loudest angry-est sounding album ever on.
Hmf.. nothing like music therapy.
Then he came in whilst i was painting my fingernails black and gos : 'What are you listening to?? God your so weird Jaz"
Thanks dad.
No sorry.
He's the weird one.
I don't think i'll be going to school tomorrow i feel so ill.
They've gone out now..
WAIT
CORRECTION
Kerrys gone out.
My dads just spying on her.
It's pathetic if you ask me...
He's strung up too tight.
I mean i love all my relations no matter what they do..
Their a huge part of my life..
I just wish my dad would grow up..
And my mum would take some better medication.
Ha.
Anyway, my sisters been bugging me ever since they left 6 HOURS AGO.
It's now 2am&they said they'd be back by 9.30.
Fags.
I'm so pissed at them.
& my nose feels cold.
I have to go to school tomorrow though..
For some reason lately i've just really wanted to go..
&i don't know why.
And the word school makes me smile..
OMGosh.
Anyway.
Ima go wallow in my self-pity.
Haha.
nah.
im gonna sleep.
Laterl0veyouu<3
Whydoesevery0neleavemewhenineedthemmost?
My stepmom came home, meaning my dad is back to being a total ass to me.
I mean, i missed her and all, but i sorta wish she'd just stayed gone.
She did cheat on him ,that's a sin... maybe she should get punished.
Well she got punished, but wayy more harshly than i wanted her to be.
Any how.. i got up at like 12 today.. i'm not lazy.. i was just at my moms and theres nothing better to do there apart from either lie in bed or fight with my brother.
Turns out my Mom gets up at 3 in the after noon, after goin on the hugest bender last night & wants me to go bowling with her.
Yepp bowling..
She just got back from hospital&she goes drinking then bowling...
I mean how fucking random.. its like goin oh let's go build snowmen even though it's not snowing.
Ha.
Anyway, no freaking way was i going bowling.
+i can't wash my hair when i'm at my moms so noway was i going out with messy hair.
just hate baths.
I find them gross.
So anyhow.. we got in a huge ass fight and i have huge scratches up my arm now.
I curse her stupid fake nails for life.
Looks like ima self harmer or something.
Anyway, i just split, coz my dads house is always the same but not lately.
My stepmom like cheated on him : whatta whore.
Buti miss my sister too much to hold a grudge.
So i go back over expecting to see everyone all happy&stuff...
Well they've put the christmas tree up..
WITHOUT ME.
It's like my favey job in whole universe.
sdfghjkl
But i can forgive that.. then my step mom tunrs round ..
and whats that??
Ohh a lovely shiner on her eye.
I mean what is t with men i know...
They all beat girls up..
Ain't love grand??
Yenno their actaully such bad examples to me.. what am i gonna grow up thinking about other guys??
This is where trust issues stem people.
Anyway.
I decided to let my dad knowi was furious at him by going upstairs , closing every window,and putting the stereo on full-blast with my loudest angry-est sounding album ever on.
Hmf.. nothing like music therapy.
Then he came in whilst i was painting my fingernails black and gos : 'What are you listening to?? God your so weird Jaz"
Thanks dad.
No sorry.
He's the weird one.
I don't think i'll be going to school tomorrow i feel so ill.
They've gone out now..
WAIT
CORRECTION
Kerrys gone out.
My dads just spying on her.
It's pathetic if you ask me...
He's strung up too tight.
I mean i love all my relations no matter what they do..
Their a huge part of my life..
I just wish my dad would grow up..
And my mum would take some better medication.
Ha.
Anyway, my sisters been bugging me ever since they left 6 HOURS AGO.
It's now 2am&they said they'd be back by 9.30.
Fags.
I'm so pissed at them.
& my nose feels cold.
I have to go to school tomorrow though..
For some reason lately i've just really wanted to go..
&i don't know why.
And the word school makes me smile..
OMGosh.
Anyway.
Ima go wallow in my self-pity.
Haha.
nah.
im gonna sleep.
Laterl0veyouu<3
Whydoesevery0neleavemewhenineedthemmost?