Yesterdays...
Entry has to be written today..
Simply because i was strapped for time.
So.. I did aboulutely NOTHING yesterday.
I mean nothing..
I stayed at home in my pjs all day..
With no make up , and my hair in a scruffy ponytail.
I've gotta say..
i've never done that before.
Ususally even when i'm sick i've got a face of makeup on and my hair straightened.
But nope.
I spent the morning watching desperate housewives.
Godi forgot how much i <3 that show.
My dad was getting the car waxed with my step mom and sister so i had the place to myself..
Then when thy got back i read my sister Georges Marvelous Medicine
I love that book too freaken much.
She actually sat through the whole of it..
Which surprised me ALOT.
So then in the vevening my parents went out.
I had to babysit Dolly again.
They promised me they'd be back by 10.
So i put Dolly to bed and watched the X factor final.
Leona won.
XD
She's such an amazing singer..
Anyway..
So it gets to 10.30.
And now i'm pissed.
He promised
Then 11.
Dolly woke up and started screaming her lungs off.
So i put her back to bed and then it was 12.
They were 2 hours late already..
Fuckers.
Eventually at 2 my dad stumbles in with blood spouting from his nose & broken fingers..
I was so fucked off..
Turns out Kerry hadn't wanted to come home so my dad told her she had to because we needed her.
Then some girl started yelling at dad for yelling at Kerry.
And the girl hit him..
So he pushed her away from him and her boyfriend went mental..
So my dad beat the crap outta him.
Dick.
What the fuck?
Hee's 30 years old not 16.
He seems to think he's still a teenager.
GOT FUCKING NEWS FOR YOU BUDDY:
I'm the teen in this family.
I'm meant to break the curfews and come home late and drunk.
But no, i have to stay in babysitting.
Fucking great isn't it...
Imean it's no wonder i don't have a life
So anyway.. he cleared up his face...
THEN WENT BACK OUT
I mean hello.
You don't go back out and leave me here.
He's such a bad father.
He made me cry this morning
I was asking him if he was okay& he told me to fuck off and not talk to him because it was my fault.
Why?
Because he promised me..
He should've said he'd be back at two..
Then i wouldn't of expected him back or been so pissed off.
S o i cried.
I hate crying now.
It makes me feel weak.
&i prefer to be seen as strong..
Most people haven't seen me cry in ages..
Because i don't cry in front of people..
whatevs..
Later l0veyou<3