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I hardly update...sorry.=/
Well, let's see...
There's so much that needs to be done that I can't handle it anymore. I'm way behind in everything that I need to do that I'm not even realizing how much this is going to effect my future. If I don't buckle down and get everything done NOW, where am I going to end up in a year and a half? I'm graduating next year. Shit. It's not getting through my head that I need to stop wasting time doing unimportant things and start paying attention and doing work and getting ready.
It's all extremely stressful. And to top it off, everything that I need to get done or do all has to be done at the SAME TIME. It's like I can't even get a break. I'm so sleep-deprived that I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore. The next break we really get is summer, and that's going to be too late. I need to focus ASAP.
In other news, I figured out what my problem is. I jump into things too quickly, and don't think about the consequences first. That's how I end up getting hurt. And I always start out saying, "Oh, no, it'll be fine I won't think too much into it, it's really nothing I know that." But then I end up getting myself deeper and deeper into it and I always end up falling through in the end. I know this is really vague but I'm sure most of you can probably figure out what I'm referring to since it's nothing specific. But that's really what I need to fix, because it messes up a lot of things.
It's time for a break. I really need a break.
Well, let's see...
There's so much that needs to be done that I can't handle it anymore. I'm way behind in everything that I need to do that I'm not even realizing how much this is going to effect my future. If I don't buckle down and get everything done NOW, where am I going to end up in a year and a half? I'm graduating next year. Shit. It's not getting through my head that I need to stop wasting time doing unimportant things and start paying attention and doing work and getting ready.
It's all extremely stressful. And to top it off, everything that I need to get done or do all has to be done at the SAME TIME. It's like I can't even get a break. I'm so sleep-deprived that I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore. The next break we really get is summer, and that's going to be too late. I need to focus ASAP.
In other news, I figured out what my problem is. I jump into things too quickly, and don't think about the consequences first. That's how I end up getting hurt. And I always start out saying, "Oh, no, it'll be fine I won't think too much into it, it's really nothing I know that." But then I end up getting myself deeper and deeper into it and I always end up falling through in the end. I know this is really vague but I'm sure most of you can probably figure out what I'm referring to since it's nothing specific. But that's really what I need to fix, because it messes up a lot of things.
It's time for a break. I really need a break.