spring break updates shouldn't be this lame.
i have had this awful feeling in my stomach since about an hour before i left my house on Saturday afternoon for the airport.
It goes away sometimes
but most of the time its there
sitting in the back of my stomach, or head, or where ever this wierd feeling is coming from.
i finally thought i have everything figured out
plans made, everything thought out
and now it is just falling apart
and i feel like im right back at the beginning
when everything was up in the air
and nothing was definite.
kjfhfjkhgfd i would give anything not to think to much about things
i wish i could just skip about 6 years of my life, that would be wonderful.
and there is absolutely NO ONE that i can talk to about this
that would give me a completely non bias opinion
and understand exactly what i am saying
no one
and i think thats why this is so hard.
It goes away sometimes
but most of the time its there
sitting in the back of my stomach, or head, or where ever this wierd feeling is coming from.
i finally thought i have everything figured out
plans made, everything thought out
and now it is just falling apart
and i feel like im right back at the beginning
when everything was up in the air
and nothing was definite.
kjfhfjkhgfd i would give anything not to think to much about things
i wish i could just skip about 6 years of my life, that would be wonderful.
and there is absolutely NO ONE that i can talk to about this
that would give me a completely non bias opinion
and understand exactly what i am saying
no one
and i think thats why this is so hard.