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have you ever felt like your just going through the motions
like you seem happy, and you feel happy
but you know your not?
you can be doing good in school
have a good job
have people you would miss if you all of a sudden left
have things to look forward to
but for some reason you just arn't happy?
maybe it's because your so far away from the people you care most about
or maybe its because your going to be on my own in 6 months and thats scary as hell
maybe it's because of that boy you can't forget about for some gay reason
maybe it's a lot of things
but i'm going through the motions. and it sucks, but its pretty much the only way to get through everything.
and i always thought i got tense while i was driving at night because i was nervous
but now i realize
it's because it's the only time i'm alone with no distractions
and i kind of have to think
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the funny thing is, nothing bad happened tonight.
work was fine
shopping with my mom before work today and all last night was really nice, i like spending time with her.
but for some reason on my break tonight
i felt like i was going to cry
FOR NO REASON
sdkjsj i don't know
kjsdhfkshdkjsdh 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.
ahhahahaha it seems like i hate oklahoma, and i really don't
so don't get the wrong impression
like you seem happy, and you feel happy
but you know your not?
you can be doing good in school
have a good job
have people you would miss if you all of a sudden left
have things to look forward to
but for some reason you just arn't happy?
maybe it's because your so far away from the people you care most about
or maybe its because your going to be on my own in 6 months and thats scary as hell
maybe it's because of that boy you can't forget about for some gay reason
maybe it's a lot of things
but i'm going through the motions. and it sucks, but its pretty much the only way to get through everything.
and i always thought i got tense while i was driving at night because i was nervous
but now i realize
it's because it's the only time i'm alone with no distractions
and i kind of have to think
dfjklkdsjfskldjf
the funny thing is, nothing bad happened tonight.
work was fine
shopping with my mom before work today and all last night was really nice, i like spending time with her.
but for some reason on my break tonight
i felt like i was going to cry
FOR NO REASON
sdkjsj i don't know
kjsdhfkshdkjsdh 2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.
ahhahahaha it seems like i hate oklahoma, and i really don't
so don't get the wrong impression