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"I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut
and my Weakness is that I care too much."
So I feel pretty mean and crappy right now.... Andy - I know you'll prolly never read this but...I love you with my heart and soul, but we can't ever be what we were and I wish you could understand that. You're one of my closest friends and I don't know what I will do without you around and I REALLY wish I wouldn't have to find out but I guess because You and I can't be together, you're leaving. I'm sorry life hasn't been too nice to you but I thought I was more to you then just a girlfriend. I know you love me alot, like that. But I thought our friendship was more then that and not you just being nice to be my boyfriend again. I'm sorry if it felt like I was leading you on, honestly I had no clue I was doing such a thing. Well I love you, you don't really seem to care that I need you here with me, you never know when shit will hit the fan again, and I really wish you could be around to help me. But I guess you aren't going to....Love you...honestly...love you. - Jamie
Grr...Damn boys...
So yea, Today was eh! I feel like I hardly got ne sleep last night and I actually went to bed fairly early. I'm just not doing too good lately. I hate myself right now, I'm not doing my best in ANY of my classes and I really feel like I should have A's in everything. So now, I promise this, that after Winter Break, I'm breaking my balls to get A's and be the truly best I can be.
I haven't been to my dads in like 3 weeks. Go me! Whoot Whoot....
Well I'm going to put my note to my dad on here later tonight, I don't wanna get up and go get it right now but I re-read it in History and now I feel like it should be on here cuz I know my dad reads this bullshit.
**Jamie, J-me, Jami, 6*Inch, James, Jamejame**