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Jan 09, 2004 09:17

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me. i am a girl. i am wild. i have a beautiful boyfriend and you are jealous. he wants is going to be a doctor. i play soccer and i want to play in college i think. this will be the last year i play soccer. i am a girly girl. i love make-up. i have a shoe obsession.i always played dress-up when i was little. i like girls, and i like boys. i have my ears, my tragus, * my right nipple, and my navel pierced twice. i had my tongue pierced for two weeks.but my parents made me take it out. (i'm getting the bottom of my belly button pierced in the middle of december)mission accomplished. i've done a lot of drugs. i used to drink a lot. i don't drink, or do any type of drugs any longer. i'm a sXe faggot. i want a tattoo of a star on my hip. i have the best friends in the world and you wish you did too. i laugh loud, when people look, i laugh louder. my mom is a recovering alcohol. she has been sober for over 10 months. my dad is way too strict. my parents are way too strict. my sister had sex with one of the teachers in my high school and she's dating a married man. i think my sister is a slut. my older brother anthony doesn't talk, like at all. my sister in law is a teacher. they're going to have a baby in may. it's gonna be a little boy. my little brother will grow up to be a pimp. i think i've been in love, but just once. nah i lied, i am in love now and all the other times it was false misconceptions of what love really is. sex doesn't mean anything. sex is not love, love is not sex. i know and now value the difference. i am not a virgin. i like having sex. i like biting, scratching, and hair pulling.i like boys that ride bikes. i like screamy emo metal. i tore my acl and miniscus playing soccer in eighth grade. i can be selfish. i want to get married eventually. the day i turn 18, i'm moving out of my house. i wish i could be a better artist. i'm smart but i don't try hard enough. i am always left kissing a memory. i never stopped wishing on stars. i've snuck boys in my house many times. mark makes fun of me for it.the first time i kissed a girl was when i was twelve. the only meat i eat is chicken. i love going to the city. everytime i listen to feeling left out i think of jessie. i think cigarettes are gross. i've grown up a lot in a year. sometimes i have a big mouth. my school has a terrible drug problem. and they are in denial about it. i don't cry as much as i used to. i want to be something special when i grow up. i am in love. i want have adventure. i want have romance. i want this to last. i think this could last forever.

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