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"So it's all very obtuse, because it's all, like, I don't know. So, like, I started thinking that everything I operate on is based on what I believe God was telling me to do. God could be my intuition or whatever, but I always assume, I always assume that the voice I hear is the voice of God. Then I started thinking, what if I'm insane? So I'm operating on the premise that I'm hearing the voice of God or what I perceive to be God speaking to me or through me, but maybe I'm completely in...so all my...demagoguery in my life about me thinking that my life has importance, my, my...thinking that my life has importance. My--my--my thought of it and the fact that I believe I'm following my intuition which in and of itself may be completely false. So then I started freaking out, thinking--of itself may be completely false. And again this creature that believes he's acting upon heavenly intuition but meanwhile he's totally rampant. And I started thinking maybe this is the cause of all the negativity against--and I started thinking maybe this is the cause of all the negativity against--and I started thinking maybe this is the cause of all the negativity against..."
What's next? What should I do now that I'm here? Guidence, security, happiness, blah. Alone in a crowded world. When cheese is the only thing left in the world that could keep her happy. Nothing else to look forward to.
Death calls my cat. I love my cat. It was good while he lasted.
Aging
Understanding
Wisdom
Closure
What's next? What should I do now that I'm here? Guidence, security, happiness, blah. Alone in a crowded world. When cheese is the only thing left in the world that could keep her happy. Nothing else to look forward to.
Death calls my cat. I love my cat. It was good while he lasted.
Aging
Understanding
Wisdom
Closure