yikes.
so i have lost touch with this thing. it almost feels ackward to even type...almost informal all over again. ...
i have lots to type to catch up on the years of holding in my thoughts. What reminded me to get on here was a journal my boyfriend gave me for my birthday. I started writing in it for about a few months and then...it hit me. I already have one of these things online.
well...i'm still in tallahassee. I'm actually planning on being here for another year even though i graduate in the fall (finally). i want to stay and work my ass of to pay my credit cards i've so recklessly maxxed out. my parents think i'm coming back down by the end of the year but quite frankly i don't want to. I don't even want to deal with all that's going on down there between them. ...it's bad. my parents are talking of divorce. I thought it was my mom's doing that drove my dad to initiate this talk but it was also in some way his own doing. She nags at him for perfection...so he went out to look for something else. ...at least the signs point to it. i told my mom to get a PI on him because he's been acting out on her. not physically but mentally fucking with her. my poor cats down there are getting the worst of it since they can see the separation and not understand the reasoning. hm.
speaking of cats, i have two here. 2 boys. cornstarch (siamese) and pouncer (black tabby). they're frenemies with fleas. i've been trying to clean them, use medicine in the back of their neck..nothing's working. so..since i've been finally getting the right amount of hours at work, i'll be able to afford to take them to the vet and get them defleaed ...and cut their balls.
yea. i think that's enough for now. i'll keep you posted another time.
i have lots to type to catch up on the years of holding in my thoughts. What reminded me to get on here was a journal my boyfriend gave me for my birthday. I started writing in it for about a few months and then...it hit me. I already have one of these things online.
well...i'm still in tallahassee. I'm actually planning on being here for another year even though i graduate in the fall (finally). i want to stay and work my ass of to pay my credit cards i've so recklessly maxxed out. my parents think i'm coming back down by the end of the year but quite frankly i don't want to. I don't even want to deal with all that's going on down there between them. ...it's bad. my parents are talking of divorce. I thought it was my mom's doing that drove my dad to initiate this talk but it was also in some way his own doing. She nags at him for perfection...so he went out to look for something else. ...at least the signs point to it. i told my mom to get a PI on him because he's been acting out on her. not physically but mentally fucking with her. my poor cats down there are getting the worst of it since they can see the separation and not understand the reasoning. hm.
speaking of cats, i have two here. 2 boys. cornstarch (siamese) and pouncer (black tabby). they're frenemies with fleas. i've been trying to clean them, use medicine in the back of their neck..nothing's working. so..since i've been finally getting the right amount of hours at work, i'll be able to afford to take them to the vet and get them defleaed ...and cut their balls.
yea. i think that's enough for now. i'll keep you posted another time.