Ow
I feel like shiiiiit. And Hard Candy is on right now and I'm missing it. And my right lymph node is going to explode the side of my head, it hurts so bad. I've taken tylenol and amoxicillin and entex and i still feel like poop. But when I went to the doctor today, I weighed 116 lbs. WTF. All I do is drink and smoke and eat pancakes and cheetos. Maybe since that's about all I eat I lost weight. But I don't! Guh, wtf. I eat breakfast and lunch and sometimes dinner and always dessert. This is weird. I'm not complaining, but right after the doctor, we got pancakes. Yay.
My sister likes to call me a fat ass, pointing out my rolls and saying "why can't you suck it in and be pretty like me". Before I'd just tell her that no one cares since she's mean, and I'm not, but now I can just laugh, because she weighs as much or more than I do. Bwahahah. That's what happens when you only eat sugar products like she does.
Oh man, she found and empty cig pack today and freaked out and told my mom. But I just told her I'd saved the package from when I dated Adam, and she believes me. That was easy. Thank god the almost full pack of Graeme's had fallen under my dresser.
Lenny's coming tomorrow, and if I'm not well enough to go out and see Itzel, etc., I will be forced to do something drastic, most likely going out when I'm sick. My sister needs to return the camera by Saturday, too, I kinda want it.
Maybe I won't go to school again. I'll just sleep all day and continue studying/practicing. I need to memorize composers and the Circle of Fifths.
My sister likes to call me a fat ass, pointing out my rolls and saying "why can't you suck it in and be pretty like me". Before I'd just tell her that no one cares since she's mean, and I'm not, but now I can just laugh, because she weighs as much or more than I do. Bwahahah. That's what happens when you only eat sugar products like she does.
Oh man, she found and empty cig pack today and freaked out and told my mom. But I just told her I'd saved the package from when I dated Adam, and she believes me. That was easy. Thank god the almost full pack of Graeme's had fallen under my dresser.
Lenny's coming tomorrow, and if I'm not well enough to go out and see Itzel, etc., I will be forced to do something drastic, most likely going out when I'm sick. My sister needs to return the camera by Saturday, too, I kinda want it.
Maybe I won't go to school again. I'll just sleep all day and continue studying/practicing. I need to memorize composers and the Circle of Fifths.