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[xxinthisdiaryxx]

i'm drawn to you
like a moth to a flame
but it's my fault alone
i have no one else to blame

i put myself out there
i put my emotions on the line
just to sit and watch
you repeatedly decline

it's an unhealty obsession
a remorseful addiction
a painful transaction
a lusting temptation

i dont know what to do
how do you get over
something you thought
was so pure and true?

it's not as easy as it looks
to just give up on it all
to throw in the towel
and let myself fall

i know it's inevitable
i cant have what i want
it's way out of reach
every minute i daunt

i still feel you close
as if you're still with me
as if i still feel you're love
then i dont feel misery

i'm addicted to the chase
knowing i wont win
addicted to the pain
feeling my world spin