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well, today was alright. according to jamel, i'm appearently "suicidal, crazy, depressed, and ugly". thanks jamel, you sure do know how to raise a person's self-esteem. whatever. but anyways, i'm pretty bored. i dont think that i can take all of this unrequited shit anymore. i dont think i'll ever stop liking him, but i also think that i'm sick of feeling to regretful and miserable. i dont know how to let go. i'm open to suggestions...? :/ it's tough for me to let anything go, but this is a tough one, this one isn't letting go at all. and i want to so bad, but somehow i cant. ♥