FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
I forgot about meeting with Tony last night for just a night out at the beach. x_X He called Oleander and Oleander told me he said he was sad about it. ;_; Then I FORGOT FOR A WHILE ABOUT TOMORROW WITH BEE AND ASHLEY!!!!!!! >____< FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
Hey Bee and Ashley, if I come up there broke as a crackhead I'm really sorry; all this stuff popped up on me and I didn't even know. REALLY REALLY sorry.
ALL THIS SHIT POPPIN' OUTTA NOWHERE!!!!! God, even in class I've been thinking of nothing but things to get money.
My sister Angela is going to help me with this. She and I are ganna make flyers or just one and do like four years ago; say we're raising money for our Chior to go to France and Korea (We really did go tho) and sing for people and stuff.
3 weeks to get as much money as I can. Then if we do get there, I'd be searching like crazy for a job. Which shouldn't be as hard as when I was 15. Hard, but not TOO hard.
This is the only chance I have to get out of this house. At least the obnly chance to move in with a friend that's FEMALE. Everyone else I know are all "COME LIVE WITH ME" and they're guys. Except Stephen, you're not a guy, you're a manly girl. XD <33333
My sister says if it comes down to it, steal from The Cabinet. And if I steal from The Cabinet and he knows, I'll never be able to go back home if something happens.
...Sounds promising but sometimes it's not that good. Y'know, if I miss my sisters or something. (Well if it came down to it I can go stay with Bee for the time I'm there if any. )
I mean it shouldn't be too hard for me with Feli; I won't eat alot and I'd either be cleaning up, drawing or probably taking pictures. I'd try to keep the bills down as low as possible. It'll also be a helping way for me to lose weight. Plus the place we stay can be one bedroom and I can sleep on the floor or couch. My godsister Joanne is giving me some clothes I found out. Yay! But I didn't ask her for em o_O; Me myself only have currently 4 pair of jeans and 12 shirts, while she has like, a shopping center. XD; Most of them her boyfriend calls her and buys.
Which made me think; how would I be able to speak with Michael?
Not a major concern right now, but I wonder and think about it alot y'know?
And about the music business. I don't even know if there are studios down there, talent searches or any of that. I'm currently working on more songs and on the cover, inside and back.
...FUCK! THE BACK!! I FUCKING FORGOT TO GET THAT FUCKING PICTURE!!! *Throws herself at the chalkboard*
Is anyone good at Photoshop? Cause I have some newer images that I want for it and all that. Not sure if these are the finals, because I wanted to wait till I got my blue and pink braids (Ganna be learning how to braid my own hair too >/ ) so that I'm not so calm looking. XD; I think in the music business it's all about your appearance that has to match your music. And that's just it; I don't even know how to judge my music; I ask around for people to give my music an overall genre, they can't think of anything but "rock," or "I don't know".
ARGH, THIS BITCH KIKI BETTER HAVE MY FUCKIN' MONEY BY TODAY, OR I'LL SNATCH THAT WEAVE ASS PONYTAIL OFF HER HEAD AND BEAT HER WITH IT.
Hey Bee and Ashley, if I come up there broke as a crackhead I'm really sorry; all this stuff popped up on me and I didn't even know. REALLY REALLY sorry.
ALL THIS SHIT POPPIN' OUTTA NOWHERE!!!!! God, even in class I've been thinking of nothing but things to get money.
My sister Angela is going to help me with this. She and I are ganna make flyers or just one and do like four years ago; say we're raising money for our Chior to go to France and Korea (We really did go tho) and sing for people and stuff.
3 weeks to get as much money as I can. Then if we do get there, I'd be searching like crazy for a job. Which shouldn't be as hard as when I was 15. Hard, but not TOO hard.
This is the only chance I have to get out of this house. At least the obnly chance to move in with a friend that's FEMALE. Everyone else I know are all "COME LIVE WITH ME" and they're guys. Except Stephen, you're not a guy, you're a manly girl. XD <33333
My sister says if it comes down to it, steal from The Cabinet. And if I steal from The Cabinet and he knows, I'll never be able to go back home if something happens.
...Sounds promising but sometimes it's not that good. Y'know, if I miss my sisters or something. (Well if it came down to it I can go stay with Bee for the time I'm there if any. )
I mean it shouldn't be too hard for me with Feli; I won't eat alot and I'd either be cleaning up, drawing or probably taking pictures. I'd try to keep the bills down as low as possible. It'll also be a helping way for me to lose weight. Plus the place we stay can be one bedroom and I can sleep on the floor or couch. My godsister Joanne is giving me some clothes I found out. Yay! But I didn't ask her for em o_O; Me myself only have currently 4 pair of jeans and 12 shirts, while she has like, a shopping center. XD; Most of them her boyfriend calls her and buys.
Which made me think; how would I be able to speak with Michael?
Not a major concern right now, but I wonder and think about it alot y'know?
And about the music business. I don't even know if there are studios down there, talent searches or any of that. I'm currently working on more songs and on the cover, inside and back.
...FUCK! THE BACK!! I FUCKING FORGOT TO GET THAT FUCKING PICTURE!!! *Throws herself at the chalkboard*
Is anyone good at Photoshop? Cause I have some newer images that I want for it and all that. Not sure if these are the finals, because I wanted to wait till I got my blue and pink braids (Ganna be learning how to braid my own hair too >/ ) so that I'm not so calm looking. XD; I think in the music business it's all about your appearance that has to match your music. And that's just it; I don't even know how to judge my music; I ask around for people to give my music an overall genre, they can't think of anything but "rock," or "I don't know".
ARGH, THIS BITCH KIKI BETTER HAVE MY FUCKIN' MONEY BY TODAY, OR I'LL SNATCH THAT WEAVE ASS PONYTAIL OFF HER HEAD AND BEAT HER WITH IT.