Apr 13, 2005 19:05
hey yall i am sorry i havent updated in a while. alot has happened 4 me. not really GOOD but stuff has happened. i am rele bored. and i have this kinda book thing now that i write in. its rele great. i dont want the WHOLE world readin my thoughts. i still hate myself though, b/c of JOSH he rele has screwed me up...my life sux now! and i hate everyone b/c of it. yall i am sry if i havent been a great friend lately...... but i am sick of BEING IGNORED.....and those who do it *u know who u r* anyways, i guess i g2g..... and wollow in sorrow!
~britt
*WHY do u tell me u love me when u r the one handing me the gun?*
*My eyes burn
from these tears
you think youd learn over these years
good things dont
last 4ever
so what the hell am i supposed to do?
u only wanted the things i couldnt give to you,
and you had em all neways
so take, take EVERYTHING
and leave me scrambling
REACHING FOR SOMETHING THAT WASNT THERE ANYWAY!!!!!!*
~Matchbook Romance
p.s. Why is it i am running from WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR??? (if that makes sense)