In All My Dreams And Wishes I Make A Place To Be Alone With You
So finally it has come... it is the WORST day out of the 365 (sometimes 366) that they cram into one year... Valentine's Day. Thank god it didn't fall on a school day this year or I may have "accidentally" regurgitated all over one of the many sets of dozen roses prancing around everywhere. I mean, how does anyone manage to carry around a dozen roses AND their books?! I just dont get it.
Blah.
Everything is so fucked up with me and Christa... but she gave me a rose last night and I wanted to cry so maybe that means that things are going to get better. To catch up anyone that doesn't know, I talked to Nicole (The Cunt.... and Christa's ex) the other night and it kinda fucked everything up between everyone. I dont regret it though, talking to her I mean. It wasn't even like I was a bitch about it.
Blah. Stupid Cunt.
Christa: Alright, I'm going to go back out with Nicole.
Me: *Silence*
Christa: Can we still talk and all?
Me: ........... No.
But then there was the conclusion that neither Nicole or I were to talk to her unless she contacted one of us.
And I Hope
I hope every time Nicole looks at her she knows MY lips were the last Christa kissed.
And I hope every time Christa pulls a hair off of a hoodie I've worn Nicole knows it's one of MINE that still lingers there.
And every time Nicole sees Christa in the halls I hope she know it's MY ring that still hangs around her neck..
I Hope...
i hope.
So Christa went to school on friday and Nicole didn't talk to her and this makes everything all better, which I think is bullshit... or I dunno. I feel so mixed up... and somehow I dont want anyone to know cause I can handle this.. right?
Do you ever feel like you're in Wonderland and nothing is supposed so make sense?
Christa...
I Love You.
Blah.
Everything is so fucked up with me and Christa... but she gave me a rose last night and I wanted to cry so maybe that means that things are going to get better. To catch up anyone that doesn't know, I talked to Nicole (The Cunt.... and Christa's ex) the other night and it kinda fucked everything up between everyone. I dont regret it though, talking to her I mean. It wasn't even like I was a bitch about it.
Blah. Stupid Cunt.
Christa: Alright, I'm going to go back out with Nicole.
Me: *Silence*
Christa: Can we still talk and all?
Me: ........... No.
But then there was the conclusion that neither Nicole or I were to talk to her unless she contacted one of us.
And I Hope
I hope every time Nicole looks at her she knows MY lips were the last Christa kissed.
And I hope every time Christa pulls a hair off of a hoodie I've worn Nicole knows it's one of MINE that still lingers there.
And every time Nicole sees Christa in the halls I hope she know it's MY ring that still hangs around her neck..
I Hope...
i hope.
So Christa went to school on friday and Nicole didn't talk to her and this makes everything all better, which I think is bullshit... or I dunno. I feel so mixed up... and somehow I dont want anyone to know cause I can handle this.. right?
Do you ever feel like you're in Wonderland and nothing is supposed so make sense?
Christa...
I Love You.