::hOw DePrEsSiNg::
okay im really about to cry right now..one more week at RW.. i read suzannes journal and i thought it would be a good idea to do the same thing as her..
**first of all..i want to say thank you to all my friends at RW and that i love you guys so much and without you i dont know where i would be right now..
Celeste-omg.. how long is this gunna take? lol okay well you have been there for me from the start. youve always been the one i could talk to..we have so many things in common its crazy. we can like read each others minds now its fucking weird. anything you say i was thinking the second before. lol and i think it goes the same for you. ive never met someone who was so much like me. which is probably why we have those little fights once in a while. but we always seem to get over them within a week or so. and while were fighting were always wishing that we would just stop all the gay drama and be friends again. i dont think ive ever had a best friend this long. and i plan on keeping it that way. even if you dont go to TO (which im sure you will) we will still be best friends and we'll still do everything together no matter what. this past year weve gotten so much closer and im glad. its always been me and you. no one can ever say celeste with out saying ariel..and vise versa. your the only person who i can tell EVERYTHING to..even tho most embarrasing things. weve shared guy stories, family stories, girl stories, and basically everything i can possibly think of. its funny because whenever i go somewhere with my family to see my cuisons or grandma..they always ask me..hows celeste? that is unless your not there with me..which you most likely are. thats another thing..even my family loves you! ha yea and im not even gunna write inside jokes in here..that would take at least two pages. but i just wanna tell you that i love you so much and that i hope we stay best friends forever!and i'll always be here for you!!
Suzanne-omg your definently the longest friend that ive ever had. weve shared so many memories together. we go wayy back to the 4th grade. i remember the first day i met you..and i knew we were gunna be friends from the start.and now look where we are now. going into high school and still good friends. i can tell you everything thats on my mind.. and we always talk about our problems together. and when i talk to you i feel so much better i dont know what i would do without you. i love you soo much and i know were gunna be friends forever<333
Julia-ive always known that we would stay friends for a long time. we got so close last summer and we barely ever fight.. in all the hours that we spent together i can only think of one fight that weve gotten in. and that didnt even last to long. i can tell you antying and know that you will understand and listen to me. we share almost everything. i really think that you suzanne and celeste are the ones that im always gunna be friends with. when im sad youre always there to comfort me and make me feel better. yea i know it sounds corny but its true. in high school no matter what happens..thru thick and thin..we gunna stay friends. i love you and im always here for you !
Laura-weve gotten a lot closer this year and im so happy. your probably the most understanding friend and i can basically tell you anything and you'll listen. you never criticize people and i love that about you. your the sweetest girl and you give the best advice and im happy that i have you as a friend. i love you and i'll be here for you whenver you need me
Emily&Olivia-wow girls..where should i start? well you girls have been there for me when i most needed you. ever since last summer i knew we were gunna stay friends for a long time. lol we go so far back to the days at aspen. well i love you girls and i hope we stay friends for the next four years! i love you two to death!
April-um even though i dont think you like me right now.. i want to tell you that you have made a huge difference in my life. your probably the coolest and sweetest person ever. you give the best advice and i can basically relate to anything with you. even though we may not be cool right now.. i want you to know that your the greatest and i want to stay friends all through out high school. i love you so much and i will be here whenever you need me!
Chelsea-omg girl i love you so much and im gunna miss you like crazy!! its cool tho because we're gunna hang out this summer and if your grounded then for sure next year. your the funniest, sweetest, and greatest girl omg i cant believe im writing this to say goodbye! i think im in denial still! i want you to go to TO im gunna miss you sooo much! i love you so much and i hope you know i'll be here for you always..and yea im sorry we got in gay drama and we didnt hang out too much this year!
Kirsten-k i know we're not really that great of friends but im really gunna miss you. your possibly the sweetest person ever. you never get into that gay girl drama and omg i wish we could have hung out more this year. i really could have used a friend like you. your so easy to talk to and you understand. ahh im gunna miss you so much babe. were gunna chill this summer k? your coming over all the time! i love youuuuuuuu!!
Hilary- i know we dont talk as much now..but i have to put you in here. well we didnt start 6th grade off too well..but in 7th we became friends. i had so much fun with you in PE last year. and this year was definently the best for me and you. we were best friends for a while and i have to say that it was the most fun ive ever had. your the sweetest, funniest, and clumsiest (lol) person ive ever met. even though things have changed know..i still love you and hope we can stay friends. im happy for you and miguel and hope that you two stay together for a very long time.
I LOVE ILANA LEWIS!! ILANA IM SORRY BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING ALL THE SHIT DOWN I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU THE PAST 5 YEARS AND IM GUNNA MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! WERE STILL GUNNA HANG OUT AND YOU BETTER CALL ME OVER SUMMER! I LOVE YOU!
Hayley-wow weve gotten a lot closer this year. i remember last year when i didnt hang out with you guys, i always talked to you online. you are the FUNNIEST BITCH that ive ever met. haha i dont think we've ever fought and i plan to keep it that way. weve never really disagreed on anything huge and i love you soo much. im gunna miss our PE days at RW. but we'll be friends forever and i'll be here for you.
Sarah Scott- oh boy where do i begin! well i should start by saying that your posibly the greatest person that ive ever met. without you in my life i would be so lost. we have spent so much time together that its crazy that we're still friends. i love you with all my heart. i consider you one of my best friends still, your one of those best friends that you dont usually talk to but still love. even though we dont talk as much i plan to stay friends for the next four years. hopefully we get closer during high school. i love you so much!
My Boys- (this basically consumes of nick,tyler, michael, joey, cj, corey, kyle, griffin, dave, dakota, trent,jon, norb, landon, ross, matt, evan,richie, sean, stewart, hunter, david, christian, tyler w., clayton) wow i seriously love you boys with all my heart. even though you might think im like really gay for saying this but really i cant imagine redwood without you guys. even though we may have not liked each other at one point in time, we've definently gotten over that. and i really hope we all stay friends. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!
wow i really hate this..
lets all just get held back for ONE MORE YEAR!
**first of all..i want to say thank you to all my friends at RW and that i love you guys so much and without you i dont know where i would be right now..
Celeste-omg.. how long is this gunna take? lol okay well you have been there for me from the start. youve always been the one i could talk to..we have so many things in common its crazy. we can like read each others minds now its fucking weird. anything you say i was thinking the second before. lol and i think it goes the same for you. ive never met someone who was so much like me. which is probably why we have those little fights once in a while. but we always seem to get over them within a week or so. and while were fighting were always wishing that we would just stop all the gay drama and be friends again. i dont think ive ever had a best friend this long. and i plan on keeping it that way. even if you dont go to TO (which im sure you will) we will still be best friends and we'll still do everything together no matter what. this past year weve gotten so much closer and im glad. its always been me and you. no one can ever say celeste with out saying ariel..and vise versa. your the only person who i can tell EVERYTHING to..even tho most embarrasing things. weve shared guy stories, family stories, girl stories, and basically everything i can possibly think of. its funny because whenever i go somewhere with my family to see my cuisons or grandma..they always ask me..hows celeste? that is unless your not there with me..which you most likely are. thats another thing..even my family loves you! ha yea and im not even gunna write inside jokes in here..that would take at least two pages. but i just wanna tell you that i love you so much and that i hope we stay best friends forever!and i'll always be here for you!!
Suzanne-omg your definently the longest friend that ive ever had. weve shared so many memories together. we go wayy back to the 4th grade. i remember the first day i met you..and i knew we were gunna be friends from the start.and now look where we are now. going into high school and still good friends. i can tell you everything thats on my mind.. and we always talk about our problems together. and when i talk to you i feel so much better i dont know what i would do without you. i love you soo much and i know were gunna be friends forever<333
Julia-ive always known that we would stay friends for a long time. we got so close last summer and we barely ever fight.. in all the hours that we spent together i can only think of one fight that weve gotten in. and that didnt even last to long. i can tell you antying and know that you will understand and listen to me. we share almost everything. i really think that you suzanne and celeste are the ones that im always gunna be friends with. when im sad youre always there to comfort me and make me feel better. yea i know it sounds corny but its true. in high school no matter what happens..thru thick and thin..we gunna stay friends. i love you and im always here for you !
Laura-weve gotten a lot closer this year and im so happy. your probably the most understanding friend and i can basically tell you anything and you'll listen. you never criticize people and i love that about you. your the sweetest girl and you give the best advice and im happy that i have you as a friend. i love you and i'll be here for you whenver you need me
Emily&Olivia-wow girls..where should i start? well you girls have been there for me when i most needed you. ever since last summer i knew we were gunna stay friends for a long time. lol we go so far back to the days at aspen. well i love you girls and i hope we stay friends for the next four years! i love you two to death!
April-um even though i dont think you like me right now.. i want to tell you that you have made a huge difference in my life. your probably the coolest and sweetest person ever. you give the best advice and i can basically relate to anything with you. even though we may not be cool right now.. i want you to know that your the greatest and i want to stay friends all through out high school. i love you so much and i will be here whenever you need me!
Chelsea-omg girl i love you so much and im gunna miss you like crazy!! its cool tho because we're gunna hang out this summer and if your grounded then for sure next year. your the funniest, sweetest, and greatest girl omg i cant believe im writing this to say goodbye! i think im in denial still! i want you to go to TO im gunna miss you sooo much! i love you so much and i hope you know i'll be here for you always..and yea im sorry we got in gay drama and we didnt hang out too much this year!
Kirsten-k i know we're not really that great of friends but im really gunna miss you. your possibly the sweetest person ever. you never get into that gay girl drama and omg i wish we could have hung out more this year. i really could have used a friend like you. your so easy to talk to and you understand. ahh im gunna miss you so much babe. were gunna chill this summer k? your coming over all the time! i love youuuuuuuu!!
Hilary- i know we dont talk as much now..but i have to put you in here. well we didnt start 6th grade off too well..but in 7th we became friends. i had so much fun with you in PE last year. and this year was definently the best for me and you. we were best friends for a while and i have to say that it was the most fun ive ever had. your the sweetest, funniest, and clumsiest (lol) person ive ever met. even though things have changed know..i still love you and hope we can stay friends. im happy for you and miguel and hope that you two stay together for a very long time.
I LOVE ILANA LEWIS!! ILANA IM SORRY BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING ALL THE SHIT DOWN I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU THE PAST 5 YEARS AND IM GUNNA MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! WERE STILL GUNNA HANG OUT AND YOU BETTER CALL ME OVER SUMMER! I LOVE YOU!
Hayley-wow weve gotten a lot closer this year. i remember last year when i didnt hang out with you guys, i always talked to you online. you are the FUNNIEST BITCH that ive ever met. haha i dont think we've ever fought and i plan to keep it that way. weve never really disagreed on anything huge and i love you soo much. im gunna miss our PE days at RW. but we'll be friends forever and i'll be here for you.
Sarah Scott- oh boy where do i begin! well i should start by saying that your posibly the greatest person that ive ever met. without you in my life i would be so lost. we have spent so much time together that its crazy that we're still friends. i love you with all my heart. i consider you one of my best friends still, your one of those best friends that you dont usually talk to but still love. even though we dont talk as much i plan to stay friends for the next four years. hopefully we get closer during high school. i love you so much!
My Boys- (this basically consumes of nick,tyler, michael, joey, cj, corey, kyle, griffin, dave, dakota, trent,jon, norb, landon, ross, matt, evan,richie, sean, stewart, hunter, david, christian, tyler w., clayton) wow i seriously love you boys with all my heart. even though you might think im like really gay for saying this but really i cant imagine redwood without you guys. even though we may have not liked each other at one point in time, we've definently gotten over that. and i really hope we all stay friends. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!
wow i really hate this..
lets all just get held back for ONE MORE YEAR!