:(

[xximortalfkxx]

well.
last night after joe came home, after the first fight.
there was another one...and it was alot worse.
my mom hit joe, plenty of times.
she was drunk and looking for a fight
she wanted him to hit her back so that she could call the cops...
he didnt

my mom's in denial with her alcoholism problem...
i think she understands what's going on, it runs in the family.
i mean i told her myself that she needs help. and she has a problem
and that i cant help her unless she helps herself
i feel so useless
i wish i could help her.

i dont know what i would do if i lost my mother
i've already lost my father.

my mom locked herself in her room, and shes not coming out.
shes been in there all day
and i cant get her to talk
or come out...

i dont know what to do...
joes moving out
my brothers want to go with him
im sticking by my mom, no matter what.

bye