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Wow. I just read every journal I've ever written on this thing, and all I can say is wow. I have completely changed over the past year or so. I hate the person who I used to be, and I think that I'm on the way to becoming a better person. Of course, everyone has their flaws, but maybe I'm not an asshole anymore. Even though I used to be. I just want to apologize for my past, for I hurt too many people by being the indecisive, obnoxious, attention-craving brat who I used to be. So yeah, I'm sorry. I am sorry for blowing things out of proportion. I've caused too many problems for too many people, and I now realize that. The only thing that remains constant is change, and this is completely true in my case, but maybe I've changed for the better. I've learned more about life in the past year than ever before. Sometimes it's better to deal with the truth and I think I can accept that now. I've had my fair share of drama, I've been in love, and I'm not sure if I ever fell out of it. But I have to accept the truth. I do believe I am a good friend, cause I would die for my friends. A year ago I couldn't say this about most people. I was selfish and didn't appreciate the friends I have. But now I do. I love you guys, and no matter what, I will always be here for you. I don't let anyone fuck with my friends <3 I love you guys, and you guys are more than amazing.
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<3 jenn