"..i try to keep it together but im falling apart..."

[xxiluvhaha44xx]

GOOLASH!! lol yeah, tht was mi dinner nd i just luv the name :) its sooo fun 2 say! lol....im not crazy, it is! :) neways mr russels bday was on monday, lol, we were trying 2 sing happy birthday 2 him nd hes like NO!!! STOP THAT RITE THIS INSTANT! were all like whoa! were trying 2 b nice 2 u nd ur all like blah! lol, welll yeah...umm yesterday, i had dance. i had missed the lesson over vaca cuz we usually nevr hav them over vacation but i guess we did...so yeah my teacher was all pissed cuz there were onli like 4 people fromthe class that showed up the week i missed so she was goin crazy. she was arguing with me cuz i missed nd i didnt go newhere or didnt hav a reasonable excuse 4 missing. i was like, it vacation i didnt wanna go neways. lol, but then she was just piling on the movess just 2 get me al frustrated so i just randomly sat down in ballet nd laid on the floor cuzi couldnt get it! lol, they were all stepping over me nd she was getting sooo pissed, i was like screw u! lol, :) im soo nice :) lol, yeah, so tday...umm, nuthin really happened that was 2 exciting...trevor came over nd we hung out...actually hes reading this as i type so yeah...hi trevor! lol, im depressed cuz cassy had 2 take her pretty pic off of her myspace so now its blank! :( :( :( yeah so that about it...gunna unload my pics from the last couple days nd mayb sneak um on u no wat so check it later! ;)

shes gone to heaven
so ive got 2 b good
so i can c my baby
when i leave this world