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I’ve come along way to find out who I want to become… I no she’s no longer the inn thing but she used to be! I used to be in love with her ::: not lesbian::: And then more punk hott rocking guys.. Came popular an she’s just one of those yea I’m still here but your not looking at me.. Like I am. Everyone used to think I looked like her.. And I’m thinking about going back to it…. She’s like my perfect idol :::besides Gwen::: lol.. But she came in as a red head with blue eyes as a lost punk basically an that’s how I am.. And now look what she’s become. She’s a star. Yet she’s still her. She’s still lost. She still wants what she’s always finally.. An finally its paying off. I could sing like her.. I could dress like her.. I mean half my clothes used to look like hers. The first time I went to fuel ppl said that I could be a look alike of her. And I smiled. Because to me that’s such a complement seeing how she was my idol for like forever then more things happened an I started to fade from her.. I no this is all very weird! Lol. But it’s Avril Lavinge. Gosh I must sound like such a faq. But you know I don’t give a sh*** because this is who I am Every song she has wrote has related to all my situations in life. And when I was younger my mom told me that every child needs an idol because it helps you become what you wanna become. And Avril has made such a difference to all these girls. Lol.. Weird I no! I don’t we all have idols an I guess she’s mine!! Lol dude in that music video he wasn’t ((Which I’m listening to )))) I have that same shirt!! Lol see lol yep an I am thinking about dieing my hair blonde an black lk with black extensions but then I watched one of her music videos an saw she had it an I was lk WOW!! Lol… yea I no my mom said if I do that will be one of my biggest b-day gifts!! Dude I am planning my party so far I want…..
::kc, Shannon, coy, Travis, Evan . Chelsie chelsie Alicia. Kate, Mariel, Jen, Shanina, Jamie *shainas cuz* Amanda, Dana Ashley *aka diva* Bryan, *kc my gothic lover he he* Sean Jeff Bryan &yea I wish& Kristen Amber Michelle Soup Justine Adam Carlos Brittany Andrew Cal :::
Hey if you wanna come to my party on November 7?? I think well that’s the day of my b-day let me no!
And wife hey yea I need your help planning this party!! Chickie! This is going to be a blast! Yep so if you wanna go an your names not on the list leave me a comment cause I am so lost idk who to invite I love to many ppl!! Lol so leave me a comment with your name an ill see iighty! Love Ya all!!
lX SEX PISTOLS….
X l my l love l X
((He’s special He’s almost not even real because he’s to good to be true!! ))
::kc, Shannon, coy, Travis, Evan . Chelsie chelsie Alicia. Kate, Mariel, Jen, Shanina, Jamie *shainas cuz* Amanda, Dana Ashley *aka diva* Bryan, *kc my gothic lover he he* Sean Jeff Bryan &yea I wish& Kristen Amber Michelle Soup Justine Adam Carlos Brittany Andrew Cal :::
Hey if you wanna come to my party on November 7?? I think well that’s the day of my b-day let me no!
And wife hey yea I need your help planning this party!! Chickie! This is going to be a blast! Yep so if you wanna go an your names not on the list leave me a comment cause I am so lost idk who to invite I love to many ppl!! Lol so leave me a comment with your name an ill see iighty! Love Ya all!!
lX SEX PISTOLS….
X l my l love l X
((He’s special He’s almost not even real because he’s to good to be true!! ))