365 Day pt. 3
Day 300 June 29th 2010
You can dress it all up, you can try to pretend
But you can't change anything
Day 299 June 28th 2010 Tuck me in
Day 298 June 27th 2010 when the curious girl realizes she is under glass
Day 297 June 26th 2010
It's so easy to laugh It's so easy to hate It takes strength to be gentle and kind
It's summer in Texas and I'm as pale as a ghost
Day 296 June 25th 2010 My Firetower flame. Eyelash extensions and goddamn it's hot in Texas
Day 295 june 24 2010 Sometimes you just have to ask yourself
Day 294 June 23 2010 I like the way
Day 293 June 22 2010 In between days
Day 292 June 21st 2010 This pic shouldn't even count
Day 291 June 20th 2010 Tear you apart
Day 290 June 19th 2010 She loves me, she loves me not
Day 289 June 18th 2010 I found a window in the kitchen and I let myself in
Day 288 June 17th 2010 smash
Day 287 June 16th 2010 cat faces
Day 286 June 15th 2010 Let the stars play
Day 285 June 14th 2010 In her shadow
Day 284 June 13th 2010 Friendly ghost
Day 283 June 12th 2010 Funeral grade flowers
Day 282 June 11th 2010 packt like sardines in a crushd tin box
Day 281 June 10th 2010 tolovesomebody
Day 280 June 9th 2010 Cute without the 'E'
Day 279 June 8th 2010 keep watch for the mines
Day 278 June 7th 2010 what you waiting for??
Day 277 June 6th 2010 jaked on green beers
Day 276 June 5 2010 hybrid moments
Day 275 June 4 2010 i almost just give up on this
Day 274 June 3 2010 backslider
Day 273 June 2 2010 Don't worry I'll catch you
Day 272 June 1 2010 Wasted words
Day 271 May 31st 2010 I'll be your mirror
Day 270 May 30th 2010 The nocturnal house
Day 269 May 29th 2010 Only in Dreams
Day 268 May 28 2010 Stay on the phone
Day 267 May 27 2010 Only 100 more pictures to go!!!
Who'll stop the rain
Day 266 May 26th 2010 anywhere with you...
Hoagie you will always be my #1
Day 265 May 25 2010 I'd like to kill an hour hearing about your day
Day 264 May 24 2010
So wear me like a locket around your throat,
I'll weigh you down,
I'll watch you choke,
You look so good in blue.
Day 263 May 23 2010 Nobody puts baby in the corner
Day 262 May 22 2010 Long way to go...
Day 261 May 21 2010
"Death was just a simple glance across a dim lit room
And those eyes did it
Those three words did it
Those three words killed him
And I surrender to it all
Between you and me, I surrender to you
Forgive me for the sadness
And the bringing of you down
I just needed a lover and I needed a friend
And there you were
Running from forever like all the rest
Three simple words bled me dry
Three simple word bled us dry, bled us dry
I love you"- Converge
Day 260 May 20th 2010
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy.
night
day
Day 259 May 19th 2010
Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now, when I need you
Alone on an aeroplane
Fall asleep on against the window pane
My blood will thicken
I need to wash myself again to hide all the dirt and pain
'Cause I'd be scared that there's nothing underneath
But who are my real friends?
Have they all got the bends?
Am I really sinking this low?
My baby's got the bends, oh no
We don't have any real friends, no, no, no
Just lying in the bar with my drip feed on
Talking to my girlfriend, waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties, I wish I could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen
Where do we go from here?
The planet is a gunboat in a sea of fear
And where are you?
They brought in the CIA, the tanks and the whole marines
To blow me away, to blow me sky high
Day 258 May 18th 2010 Good Mourning!
Day 257 May 17th 2010 Happy 2nd Birthday Hoagie!! You will always be my little baby
Day 256 May 16th 2010 CRush
Day 255 May 15th 2010 Your skull is red
Day 254 May 14th 2010 Boring PLanet
Day 253 May 13th 2010 3 Pictures!!! Makeup day. Geek USA
Day 252 May 12 2010 Even Christ himself would cringe at the sight of your scars.
Day 251 May 11 2010 I'll make you feel happy..
and leave you to be, lost in mine. Where will we go, what will we do? Soon said I will know. And are you just like me? Dead eyes, dead eyes. are you just like me? Her eyes were as vacant as the seas.
Day 250 May 10th 2010 under the table under the day time sky...
Day 249 May 9th 2010 Happy Mother's Day! To all mothers.
Day 248 May 8th 2010
Oh make me over, I'm all I want to be. A walking study. In demonology. Oh look at my face. My name is might have been. My name is never was. My name's forgotten.
Day 247 May 7th 2010 Red lip class at school
You came in with the breeeze on sunday morning
Day 246 May 6th 2010 Can't sleep tonight I wish I could...
Day 245 May 5th 2010 Lights in the sky
Day 244 May 4th 2010
It's not so much a storm but just a cloud that lives inside of me
where darkness is the only thing we see
and cold is all we have to breathe
where affectations keep us company,
where the lies we tell to the eyes that roll in doubt
are somehow out of our control.
we lost control.
Day 243 May 3 2010
Let the waste cross the ancient trails to you
Far out beneath the sorrow clouds
Let them taste the bitter lost mistake of you
Let them cry out through your rusted scars
Alone he roams inside the ordinary catacombs of her waiting
With raven hands she steals and staggers towards her man
Still scorned by his demon
Because he's undone
Become the language of
Disaster and love, vengeance and dust
And she calls to him
Day 242 May 2 2010 when the sun hits
Well all's not well
but i'm told that it'll all be quite nice
you'll be drowned in boots like Mafia
but your feet will still float like Christ's
and i'll be damned
they were right
i'm drowning upside down
my feet afloat like Christ's
i'm in heaven
trying to figure out which stack
they're going to stuff us atheists into
when Peter and his monkey laugh
and i laugh with them
i'm not sure what at
they point and say
we'll keep you in the back
polishing halos, baking manna and gas
well some guy comes in looking a bit like everyone i ever seen
he moves just like crisco disco
breath 100% listerine
he says looking at something else
but directing everything to me
ever time anyone gets on their knees to pray
well it makes my telephone ring
and i'll be damned
he said you were right
no one's running this whole thing
he had a theory too
he said that god takes care of himself
and you and you
it's all nice on ice alright
and it's not day
and it's not night
but it's all nice on ice alright
Day 241 MAY 1st (Hoagie's B day month, the baby is turning 2 omfg!)
"My mind is set on overdrive, the clock is laughing in my face." I woke up to Green Day this morning, nothing short of amazing. 90's Green Day of course. I was forced out of bed to immediately start rocking out. Hoagie was dancing around with me. But the lyrics were dead on for me at 6:45 am.
Day 240 April 30th I never want to go home because I haven't got one anymore. If a double decker bus crashes into us
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
and if a ten ton truck kills the both of us
to die by your side, well the pleasure the privilege is mine.
Day 239 April 29th 2010 It's a beautiful morning, the sky is as black as ink...
I'll be sitting here waiting for the other shoe to drop
Day 238 April 28th 2010 Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me
Day 237 April 27th 2010 old school reasons
Day 236 April 26th 2010 Lost in time
Day 235 April 25 2010 It ends here
Day 234 April 24 2010 Behind my back
You and whose army
Come on, come on
You think you drive me crazy
Come on, come on
You and whose army?
You and your cronies
Come on, come on
Holy roman empire
Come on if you think
Come on if you think
You can take us all on
You can take us all on
You and whose army?
You and your cronies
You forget so easily
You ought to know
You ought to know
Oh so sad
Oh so sad
Oh so sad
You ought to know
You ought to know
I'm so sad
I'm so sad
I'm so sad..
Day 233 April 23 2010 2 pics
when girls telephone boys
Always the same old taste just new injury
Well I'll wear the claws if you'd like that
Yeah if you'd like that we can ride on a black horse
A great new wave Hesparian death horse
I can call you when i get back
Yeah when I get back I will call
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever do meet again
Something's wrong with you
Well I hope we never do meet again
You always sharpen your teeth 'cause you're like that
and you're like that every time you pull heart back
And her compact's carving deeper in your lap
I would call but I forget where the phone is at
Guess i'll talk to you when I get back
Yeah when I get back I will call
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever should meet again
there are some things wrong with you
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
Something's wrong with you... and I hope we never do meet again
Day 232 April 22 2010 Maps wait... they don't love you like I love you
Day 231 April 21 2010 Bullet Proof... I wish I was
Day 230 April 20th 2010 420!
Day 229 April 19th 2010 two for one day
I want a girl who will laugh for no one else...
when I'm away she puts her make-up on the shelf
Day 228 April 18th 2010 Piss and Vinegar
Day 227 April 17th 2010 Like the pills in your hand I will never let you down
Day 226 April 16th 2010 Bring it
Day 225 April 15th 2010 Turpentine Chaser
Day 224 april 14th 2010 Hate mail comes in August
Day 223 April 13th 2010 The sharp hint of new tears
Day 222 April 12th 2010 Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage...
Day 221 April 11th 2010
Red...
Is the new black
Day 220 April 10th 2010 New Eyes Open- That's what I like about it, It's not so complicated
Day 219 April 9th 2010 Cheated Hearts
Day 218 April 8th 2010 smoke like ribbons
Day 217 April 7 2010 run in circles
Day 216 April 6 2010 >Morning in the moonlight<
Day 215 April 5 2010 A wolf at the door...
Day 214 April 4 2010 I can't afford to breathe in this time
Day 213 April 3 2010 White wine and sleeping pills
Day 212 April 2 2010 drinking in the afternoon
Day 211 April 1 2010 I tried to put the fire out but I used gasoline
Day 210 March 31 2010 I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart.. and tear it apart
DAy 209 March 30 2010 I'll paint mine black
Day 208 march 29 2010 burger tex, my first time to try a veggie burger. I'm going to get fat from eating all of this comfort food. F you Texas for making me fat with your delicious food!
Day 207 March 28 2010 Taken just after I saw the dear and departed, cursive, and ALKALINE TRIO at emos!!
Day 206 march 27 2010 going to bed happy for a change
Day 205 March 26 2010 Thai kitchen on Guadalupe. mmmmmmm
Day 204 march 25 2010 work sux
Day 203 march 24 2010 looks like it's just us now
Day 202 march 23 2010 no passenger.
Day 201 march 22 2010 happy 26th birthday to me.. and emma and reese witherspoon
You can dress it all up, you can try to pretend
But you can't change anything
Day 299 June 28th 2010 Tuck me in
Day 298 June 27th 2010 when the curious girl realizes she is under glass
Day 297 June 26th 2010
It's so easy to laugh It's so easy to hate It takes strength to be gentle and kind
It's summer in Texas and I'm as pale as a ghost
Day 296 June 25th 2010 My Firetower flame. Eyelash extensions and goddamn it's hot in Texas
Day 295 june 24 2010 Sometimes you just have to ask yourself
Day 294 June 23 2010 I like the way
Day 293 June 22 2010 In between days
Day 292 June 21st 2010 This pic shouldn't even count
Day 291 June 20th 2010 Tear you apart
Day 290 June 19th 2010 She loves me, she loves me not
Day 289 June 18th 2010 I found a window in the kitchen and I let myself in
Day 288 June 17th 2010 smash
Day 287 June 16th 2010 cat faces
Day 286 June 15th 2010 Let the stars play
Day 285 June 14th 2010 In her shadow
Day 284 June 13th 2010 Friendly ghost
Day 283 June 12th 2010 Funeral grade flowers
Day 282 June 11th 2010 packt like sardines in a crushd tin box
Day 281 June 10th 2010 tolovesomebody
Day 280 June 9th 2010 Cute without the 'E'
Day 279 June 8th 2010 keep watch for the mines
Day 278 June 7th 2010 what you waiting for??
Day 277 June 6th 2010 jaked on green beers
Day 276 June 5 2010 hybrid moments
Day 275 June 4 2010 i almost just give up on this
Day 274 June 3 2010 backslider
Day 273 June 2 2010 Don't worry I'll catch you
Day 272 June 1 2010 Wasted words
Day 271 May 31st 2010 I'll be your mirror
Day 270 May 30th 2010 The nocturnal house
Day 269 May 29th 2010 Only in Dreams
Day 268 May 28 2010 Stay on the phone
Day 267 May 27 2010 Only 100 more pictures to go!!!
Who'll stop the rain
Day 266 May 26th 2010 anywhere with you...
Hoagie you will always be my #1
Day 265 May 25 2010 I'd like to kill an hour hearing about your day
Day 264 May 24 2010
So wear me like a locket around your throat,
I'll weigh you down,
I'll watch you choke,
You look so good in blue.
Day 263 May 23 2010 Nobody puts baby in the corner
Day 262 May 22 2010 Long way to go...
Day 261 May 21 2010
"Death was just a simple glance across a dim lit room
And those eyes did it
Those three words did it
Those three words killed him
And I surrender to it all
Between you and me, I surrender to you
Forgive me for the sadness
And the bringing of you down
I just needed a lover and I needed a friend
And there you were
Running from forever like all the rest
Three simple words bled me dry
Three simple word bled us dry, bled us dry
I love you"- Converge
Day 260 May 20th 2010
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy.
night
day
Day 259 May 19th 2010
Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now, when I need you
Alone on an aeroplane
Fall asleep on against the window pane
My blood will thicken
I need to wash myself again to hide all the dirt and pain
'Cause I'd be scared that there's nothing underneath
But who are my real friends?
Have they all got the bends?
Am I really sinking this low?
My baby's got the bends, oh no
We don't have any real friends, no, no, no
Just lying in the bar with my drip feed on
Talking to my girlfriend, waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties, I wish I could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen
Where do we go from here?
The planet is a gunboat in a sea of fear
And where are you?
They brought in the CIA, the tanks and the whole marines
To blow me away, to blow me sky high
Day 258 May 18th 2010 Good Mourning!
Day 257 May 17th 2010 Happy 2nd Birthday Hoagie!! You will always be my little baby
Day 256 May 16th 2010 CRush
Day 255 May 15th 2010 Your skull is red
Day 254 May 14th 2010 Boring PLanet
Day 253 May 13th 2010 3 Pictures!!! Makeup day. Geek USA
Day 252 May 12 2010 Even Christ himself would cringe at the sight of your scars.
Day 251 May 11 2010 I'll make you feel happy..
and leave you to be, lost in mine. Where will we go, what will we do? Soon said I will know. And are you just like me? Dead eyes, dead eyes. are you just like me? Her eyes were as vacant as the seas.
Day 250 May 10th 2010 under the table under the day time sky...
Day 249 May 9th 2010 Happy Mother's Day! To all mothers.
Day 248 May 8th 2010
Oh make me over, I'm all I want to be. A walking study. In demonology. Oh look at my face. My name is might have been. My name is never was. My name's forgotten.
Day 247 May 7th 2010 Red lip class at school
You came in with the breeeze on sunday morning
Day 246 May 6th 2010 Can't sleep tonight I wish I could...
Day 245 May 5th 2010 Lights in the sky
Day 244 May 4th 2010
It's not so much a storm but just a cloud that lives inside of me
where darkness is the only thing we see
and cold is all we have to breathe
where affectations keep us company,
where the lies we tell to the eyes that roll in doubt
are somehow out of our control.
we lost control.
Day 243 May 3 2010
Let the waste cross the ancient trails to you
Far out beneath the sorrow clouds
Let them taste the bitter lost mistake of you
Let them cry out through your rusted scars
Alone he roams inside the ordinary catacombs of her waiting
With raven hands she steals and staggers towards her man
Still scorned by his demon
Because he's undone
Become the language of
Disaster and love, vengeance and dust
And she calls to him
Day 242 May 2 2010 when the sun hits
Well all's not well
but i'm told that it'll all be quite nice
you'll be drowned in boots like Mafia
but your feet will still float like Christ's
and i'll be damned
they were right
i'm drowning upside down
my feet afloat like Christ's
i'm in heaven
trying to figure out which stack
they're going to stuff us atheists into
when Peter and his monkey laugh
and i laugh with them
i'm not sure what at
they point and say
we'll keep you in the back
polishing halos, baking manna and gas
well some guy comes in looking a bit like everyone i ever seen
he moves just like crisco disco
breath 100% listerine
he says looking at something else
but directing everything to me
ever time anyone gets on their knees to pray
well it makes my telephone ring
and i'll be damned
he said you were right
no one's running this whole thing
he had a theory too
he said that god takes care of himself
and you and you
it's all nice on ice alright
and it's not day
and it's not night
but it's all nice on ice alright
Day 241 MAY 1st (Hoagie's B day month, the baby is turning 2 omfg!)
"My mind is set on overdrive, the clock is laughing in my face." I woke up to Green Day this morning, nothing short of amazing. 90's Green Day of course. I was forced out of bed to immediately start rocking out. Hoagie was dancing around with me. But the lyrics were dead on for me at 6:45 am.
Day 240 April 30th I never want to go home because I haven't got one anymore. If a double decker bus crashes into us
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
and if a ten ton truck kills the both of us
to die by your side, well the pleasure the privilege is mine.
Day 239 April 29th 2010 It's a beautiful morning, the sky is as black as ink...
I'll be sitting here waiting for the other shoe to drop
Day 238 April 28th 2010 Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me
Day 237 April 27th 2010 old school reasons
Day 236 April 26th 2010 Lost in time
Day 235 April 25 2010 It ends here
Day 234 April 24 2010 Behind my back
You and whose army
Come on, come on
You think you drive me crazy
Come on, come on
You and whose army?
You and your cronies
Come on, come on
Holy roman empire
Come on if you think
Come on if you think
You can take us all on
You can take us all on
You and whose army?
You and your cronies
You forget so easily
You ought to know
You ought to know
Oh so sad
Oh so sad
Oh so sad
You ought to know
You ought to know
I'm so sad
I'm so sad
I'm so sad..
Day 233 April 23 2010 2 pics
when girls telephone boys
Always the same old taste just new injury
Well I'll wear the claws if you'd like that
Yeah if you'd like that we can ride on a black horse
A great new wave Hesparian death horse
I can call you when i get back
Yeah when I get back I will call
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever do meet again
Something's wrong with you
Well I hope we never do meet again
You always sharpen your teeth 'cause you're like that
and you're like that every time you pull heart back
And her compact's carving deeper in your lap
I would call but I forget where the phone is at
Guess i'll talk to you when I get back
Yeah when I get back I will call
But don't speak, don't say nothing
In case we ever should meet again
there are some things wrong with you
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
I hope we never do meet again
Something's wrong with you... and I hope we never do meet again
Day 232 April 22 2010 Maps wait... they don't love you like I love you
Day 231 April 21 2010 Bullet Proof... I wish I was
Day 230 April 20th 2010 420!
Day 229 April 19th 2010 two for one day
I want a girl who will laugh for no one else...
when I'm away she puts her make-up on the shelf
Day 228 April 18th 2010 Piss and Vinegar
Day 227 April 17th 2010 Like the pills in your hand I will never let you down
Day 226 April 16th 2010 Bring it
Day 225 April 15th 2010 Turpentine Chaser
Day 224 april 14th 2010 Hate mail comes in August
Day 223 April 13th 2010 The sharp hint of new tears
Day 222 April 12th 2010 Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage...
Day 221 April 11th 2010
Red...
Is the new black
Day 220 April 10th 2010 New Eyes Open- That's what I like about it, It's not so complicated
Day 219 April 9th 2010 Cheated Hearts
Day 218 April 8th 2010 smoke like ribbons
Day 217 April 7 2010 run in circles
Day 216 April 6 2010 >Morning in the moonlight<
Day 215 April 5 2010 A wolf at the door...
Day 214 April 4 2010 I can't afford to breathe in this time
Day 213 April 3 2010 White wine and sleeping pills
Day 212 April 2 2010 drinking in the afternoon
Day 211 April 1 2010 I tried to put the fire out but I used gasoline
Day 210 March 31 2010 I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart.. and tear it apart
DAy 209 March 30 2010 I'll paint mine black
Day 208 march 29 2010 burger tex, my first time to try a veggie burger. I'm going to get fat from eating all of this comfort food. F you Texas for making me fat with your delicious food!
Day 207 March 28 2010 Taken just after I saw the dear and departed, cursive, and ALKALINE TRIO at emos!!
Day 206 march 27 2010 going to bed happy for a change
Day 205 March 26 2010 Thai kitchen on Guadalupe. mmmmmmm
Day 204 march 25 2010 work sux
Day 203 march 24 2010 looks like it's just us now
Day 202 march 23 2010 no passenger.
Day 201 march 22 2010 happy 26th birthday to me.. and emma and reese witherspoon
