Filth In Beauties Chap 11 ((ReitaxKai//KaixReita))
Title: Filth in Beauties
Chapters: 11/??
Author: xxicedevilxx
Genre: angst, romance
Warnings: swearing, blakcmailing, rape, sex, blood, death…etc
Rating:PG13-NC-17
Pairings/Characters: ReitaxKai, ReitaxOC, KaixUruha, UruhaxRuki, ToraxOC, RukixAoi etc
Synopsis: …she liked to use me as an ashtray. She would get me to take my shirt of and liked to hold me down and-and…watch it burn my skin.”
Comments: This is my first fic ever…I have horrible typos and grammer…plz comment though and I wouldn’t mind to meet someone new~ late…again…NEW READERS~ READ! =3
Beta: not beta-ed >.<;;
Older Chapters:
The first chapter >>Chapter 10....
Chapter 2 here
Chapter 3 !
Chapter 4~~
Chapter 5****
Chapter 6+++
Chapter 7====
Chapter 8 ^^
Chapter 9----
“Um…I know this is probably not the best time to ask, but…what happened between you and your mother?”
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Kai bit his lips. Did he really feel comfortable telling Reita about it? Wasn’t he just a ‘mouse’ before? Why did he feel the need to tell him everything? To tell him all those things that haunted him to this day?
“My…my mom-“Kai started, “Was abusive.” He felt better when those words left his mouth, and he felt lighter, it felt like he was able to tell Reita.
Reita looked at Kai’s nervous face. When he heard the word ‘abusive’, he didn’t know if he was surprised, since he clearly remembered the scars on his body. He held on to Kai’s hand and gently brushed his thumb back and forth on the back of his hand.
Kai calmed down slightly when he felt Reita holding his hands, silently encouraging him to continue. “I-I was her beating bag when she was unhappy, or irritated. I remember when I was so scared that I would hide myself somewhere but she would always find me.” He gripped his hand tighter around Reita’s and closed his eyes as he remembered all the things she’s done to him.
“She would then apologize over and over again and told me that she would never do it again, that she would never hurt me again but that was all a lie. Aoi found out one night, my mom was a bit tipsy and was pissed of at something and she pushed me to the floor, threw glass cups and bowls and whatever she could find and forced bottles of alcohol down my throat. I don’t remember much, but I just knew it hurt, it hurt so badly. I think I was unconscious and Aoi came home then.” A lone tear came down his face and his breath became shallow.
“When I woke up, I was in the hospital, Aoi was beside me. I had cuts all over my body, some so deep that I still have marks now…” Kai then remembered that Reita has seen his body. “Yeah, some of the ones you saw that day where from that night. Aoi tried to get my courtesy battle, but at that time, he wasn’t old enough, and even if he wanted to help us cut all ties from her, we needed her consent so that didn’t work. So we tried to get her arrested, but no one believed us.”
“The court ruled my testimony because they caught the lawyer telling me what to say. They said Aoi’s testimony didn’t count because of his background in school. But my moms’ counted. She said that I fell down the stairs and broke the vase or something like that, and they believed her.” Kai let out a cold laugh. “So we weren’t allowed to leave the house and she didn’t get the blame for anything.” Kai had a scornful face and just stayed like that before he felt like he could continue.
“The beatings soon got worse. She just kept beating me and beating me day after day after day but at the same time she would keep saying she’s sorry. Oh god, none of it stopped. She didn’t hit me when Aoi’s home, she picked the times when he wasn’t there to beat me. Aoi was already stressing out with his exams since he wanted to be able to take my custody and he was with Ruki so I didn’t want to burden him with anything. So I lied about the beatings, and the burn marks.”
“She started burning you?” Reita looked incredulous.
“…she liked to use me as an ashtray. She would get me to take my shirt of and liked to hold me down and-and…watch it burn my skin.” Kai stopped talking and took a big gulp of air before starting again. “Everything would be hidden by my shirt, she made sure of that. She would cut me, burn me…all on my chest and my thighs…”
“The last of her abuse is still clear in my head. That day I locked myself in a room and curled up into a ball. I could hear her calling me, and I got so scared I started crying, I tried to be quiet, but she still found me. She whipped me so many times, and when I fainted, I felt water on me, waking me up. Aoi came home and saw.” Kai stared hard at the small table in front of him. “He killed her.” The brunette turned to face Reita and looked at him in the eyes. “Was it wrong for me…to be happy that she died?” Kai started crying then, his breath became shallow and he leaned onto Reita’s chest and cried,
Reita felt like crying too, hearing the painful noises Kai was making. He brushed Kai’s hair, kissing it lightly on his head. “No…no, it’s not wrong. You’re only human.”
When Kai heard those words, he started crying more. “You’re only human” ‘I’m only human’ he thought. What more was he? Why wasn’t this something he saw earlier? That no matter how perfect he tries to be, he is still just human. He cannot hide forever, that one day there will be someone who will understand him, who would love him for who he was.
Kai let out all his emotions and started crying like he hasn’t ever before. He clutched on Reita’s body. Reita wrapped his arms around him tightly. “Its okay,’ he whispered, ‘I’ll protect you.”
And he meant it.
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Kai smiled, he was finally out of the hospital. He no longer needed to just look at the white walls, the peaceful surroundings of sick patients, no longer needed to smell the scent of upcoming death. Kai then took up his new surrounding, and sighed. Even though he was not at the hospital anymore, he was still at Orihime’s funeral.
It’s not like he was heartless, but when it’s a girl like her, he couldn’t help but smile a little. He looked to the far left side, Reita was standing there with Orihime’s parents. His face was solemn, and he kept saying something that Kai couldn’t make out. Kai concentrated just on Reita and he still couldn’t fathom how perfect he looked. His hair styled in a slightly but not too much for a funeral. He was wearing a very tight fitting tank top underneath a black blazer. He wore tight black jeans and black leather shoes. Kai picked the outfit for him.
“Kai!” That broke Kai’s concentration and he turned and saw Hiroto looking back at him.
“Hey.” Kai replied. He fiddled with the neck of his black turtle neck, he wore black gloves, black jeans and leather boots. Despite the warmer weather, he still felt cold. Kai then felt a warm, hard body behind him. Black, long-sleeved hands wounded around him, but it wasn’t Reita.
Kai turned and smiled. “Uruha.” He kissed him lightly on the cheek. Kai looked around. “Ruki couldn’t come out?” Uruha was no longer the art teacher, from the 2 months Kai has been gone, their old teacher came back.
“No, he’s too sick to come.” Uruha let his smile and his arms drop. Kai nodded. Another pair of arms wrapped around him that made him smile. “Reita” he said. “Are you okay?” he ran his hand up and down Reita’s arm. Reita looked tired and worn out. All because of Orihime.
“Yeah. I’m okay. I think she’ll be happy with this if she were to actually see this. The amount of photographers. I was just with her parents because they felt the need to interview her ex-boyfriend.” Sure enough, there were the mass media surrounding Orihime’s parents. They were sticking their microphones in their faces and the cameras and video tapes were rolling, capturing their every movement.
Kai wrapped his arms around Reita and gave him a big tight hug. Reita chuckled. “This is a surprise.”
“You’re body was asking for it.” Kai replied. He heard Uruha laugh from behind him but he ignored it. So what if he was a softy, he couldn’t help it. Reita was the only one that had that effect on him.
Reita kiss him gently on the lips. “Let’s go inside.”
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Kai looked up at the podium, it was Orihime’s father up there. The grown man was struggling to talk about her daughter’s life. Kai didn’t know whether to laugh or not. Was it really that bad when someone dies? He doesn’t know the answer but when he looked at Reita, it really does seem like a bad thing.
Reita’s eyes were slightly red and his whole-face was in a deep mournful expression. He clutched the brunette’s hand tightly.
“It’s okay.” Kai smoothed, right after Orhime’s father stopped taking. He ran his hand soothingly up and down Reita’s back. “It’s okay.”
Reita didn’t say anything but leaned down on Kai’s shoulder and closed his eyes.
Kai looked straight ahead, they were starting a slide show on Orhime’s life. From her birth, to toddlers age…her face over and over again. And then there was one when they looked about 7, and Reita was there in the picture as well. I looked down at the real one, who still had his eyes closed, not looking at the slide show.
Kai looked around and saw everyone in grief…all except one.
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Tora stared blankly at the photos playing during the funeral. She looked so happy and innocent, like she wasn’t actually the cunt that she is. Tora gripped his jeans until his knuckles were white. He got so angry looking at her. She was a bitch and she didn’t deserve all this attention.
This was causing a minor media frenzy, her stupid death. She deserved to die. But no one here gets it, everyone is just crying and wishing that she would be back. He didn’t want her to be back. Just like he has no regrets from what he did to him. She was no different. He just did the world a favor, by taking her away before she could hurt anyone else.
He looked at everyone around him, such pitiful creatures. Crying over some low-some pretending bitch. His eyes caught someone’s. Kai’s. Tora stared back at him. He didn’t get him. He was so intricately placed together, like a puzzle piece. There were no wrong pieces to him. The fit and create such a beautiful picture, but he is really just made up of broken pieces. Tora gave him a slight smile but Kai just kept looking and tilted his head to the side, and he knew, that he knew that he had something to do with the murder. But that was okay. They had a mutual understanding that they will keep each other’s secrets.
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Aoi closed his eyes and thrust into the warm heat again. He could almost see Ruki’s face. His face contorted in pleasure as he moaned Aoi’s name over and over again, clinging tightly to Aoi’s body.
“Aoi~!!”
He opened his eyes and felt his heart drop. That wasn’t Ruki. The person beneath him had dyed blond hair, pale white skin and a small frame…but it wasn’t Ruki. Ruki’s not his anymore. He belongs to that other person. No. He should only belong to him. He was Aoi’s. Why would go for a second? When he was finally out?
“Aoi…that hurts.” Aoi blinked out of his trance and saw he was gripping the poor blonds’ wrist with brute strength. He released him right away. The shadow of his hand started turning white then the red blood started rushing to the surface.
“I’m sorry baby.” He started moving his hips again. He started moving faster and pushed harder and finally felt his release come to him.
He pulled out and the blond underneath him pulled him to another kiss. Aoi then reached over and turned on the T.V.
“Thank you everyone for caring so much about Orihime…” the woman took a breath, tears were pouring from her face. “I know we can catch thi-this murderer!” Her husband beside her pulled her closer do she was crying on his shoulder.
“Oh shit...Orihime’s dead…” the blond beside him exclaimed. “Wow, I think it’s time I paid them a visit.” He then let out a bitter chuckle.
The scene quickly changed into the news reporter, “The tragedy with the murder of Nasago Orihime is still left unsolved. The police have no clue of who was the one who murdered her, but they have taken a lead from Orihime’s friends that she met up with a doctor that night…”
He saw, behind the female reporter, he saw Kai. He was with that blond kid from the hospital again, holding him in a hug. Even if he could not see Kai’s expression, he could still feel the affection that he has for that guy. His expression…he will never forget that look of fear written on Kai’s face. He has burned it in his head so many times now, he won’t forget it.
Then he saw him. The one with Ruki. His Ruki. Fuck it. That blond hair, double eyelids, pouty lips. That face that was with Ruki. His Ruki. What has he done with Ruki? His Ruki…who was he to Ruki? Would Ruki be sad if that guy was gone? From this very existence? He wanted to tear that pretty face and body, skin his skin off with a knife and rib his body from limb to limb. Drink all the blood, then cook the meat and eat it. Savoring every bite.
What the fuck is wrong with the world? He didn’t do anything wrong, yet God had to punish him like this…like a fucking criminal. In jail he had to act as if he was God’s little minion, saying he’s changed his ‘bad’ ways, and left it to the past and was embracing change. But what has that done to him? He fucking lost his home. Fucking lost his brother. Fucking lost 8 years of his life and fucking lost Ruki to this dipshit!
He gripped his hand to stop it from shaking, but that was no good. He was so enraged; he can feel his blood in his veins, every beat of his heart.
“Saga?” Aoi started. Keeping his voice seeming calm and uninterested. “Do you know who that man is? The blond one?”
“What are you talking ‘bout?” Saga asked. What blond people? He was just eyeing the reporter and sized her up in one shot.
“The people standing behind the reporter.”
“Oh~! Um…there’s Hiroto…and Reita.” Saga laughed. “I don’t know who that other blond one and the brunette is.”
“I see.” Aoi bit his tongue to stop himself from lashing out. It wasn’t Saga’s fault that he didn’t know him. He was expelled or whatever.
“But man do I remember Reita…” Saga licked his lips and closed his eyes, remembering every inch of Reita. “He was dating Orihime, those childhood sweethearts. Hah! But I knew there was something wrong with him. He couldn’t possibly be straight. So of course, I had to help him out. And now he has a cute boyfriend in his arms. Al-“
“You slept with him? How’d that work?” Aoi interrupted.
“I was his roommate~ but I’m not telling if a slept with him or not! Secret bitch!” Saga laughed again. “I should visit them.”
“You’re expelled.”
“Yeah, well my school is playing them for the finals in soccer. I wasn’t allowed there during the preliminary rounds, but fuck! It’s the final bitch! I’m their fucking star player…I have to be there, pay them a visit…pay him a visit.”
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yay I’m finally done
truthfully I was done writing practically ALL of it...except the Aoi part…it was so hard, I have like a whole page of written stuff for that but I didn’t like it so I rewrote it over and over again..but it was unfair if I didn’t put something in his part
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I had reread what I wrote before to make sure I still got the right info and it flows…my writing style has changed a lot~! Haha
So Kai confessed and explained everything, he also knows bout Tora…and Saga’s first appearance and was expelled from their school…hehe~
hope you enjoyed it!~ quite a lot of info really
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Comments and constructive criticism plz~!!