ITs Friday..Hmm
Well today started off ok i guess.. i ended up cleaning for a wile couse this hottie is coming over my house to redo my kitchen. then hopefully im going out. Maybe ill hang out with my Friend Erik tonite, and Lorena and we can go out or something.
Ive been so stressed out latley. ever since my ticket this summer has sucked. its been going by so fast because im just praying for my court apperence to go ok. i honeslty cant afford this anymore. i should just stop driving. (but i cant) i find myself taking out all my anger on the ones i love. and it sucks couse they dont desirve to see me like this.. and the fact that im a fat fuck dosent help me at all either.
I went to the doctor a few days ago. and they tell me a bunch of shit also. i have this mole thing on my back (whitch i thought was a beauty mark) ends up to be cancer forming and i have to get it removed ASAP. great.... then i had to get blood work done couse im fucked up and they have to determin whats wrong with me. i can deff say this summer has officially taken a turn for the worst. if i could just go bak in time and fix it all i would. but i cant, and i have to deal with it.
Atleast having friends wasent a problem this year. usually i have no one to hang out with. but ive found myslef to have alot of plans and thats good? i guess? i donno i need to start saving up if i wanna move to florida and go to school there.
<3hanna