hello
well today..once again is a depressing day..i dont know why but it just is. me and amy are having a controversy over some stupid shit. but i dont know...we'll work it out.
ashlee isnt at school today...that sucks..i really needed to tell her something but its alright. i guess i will just tell her later!
tiffany and i havent talked much today which also sucks because shes a great friend...indeed! but its going to be alright.
i think today is an okay because there isnt so much drama. im not in mrs. gainers office...im not crying...im not suicidal.*not too much* and im not looking for someones shoulder to lean on.
yesterday when i got home from school me and my dad got into it and i cut myself again....thats three days in a row..i dont know whats wrong with me! im going to try so hard to not cut today and hopefully ill prevail and if not ill try again tomorrow..this time i cut on my arm. if anyone has advice about cutting please let me know. i think if i continue cutting i wont go through with suicide because it helps me feel better baout myself knowing im bleeding because i laugh at myself. if that makes any sense at all. to me it does.
well im going to go for now because im commenting back on amys comment.
love you ALL
bye bye!!!
~Tarah~
well on another note...im throwing a party in june...anyone wanna help plan it..im going to make an invitation and post it on here sometime soon and im going to make it awesome...there are going to be bands there and stuff and its going to be great..i just need some help planning it. if anyone wants to help please let me know...
Tarah