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I spend so much of my life waiting for something that I know will never happen...it's not meant for me...and yet, i incessantly wait.
Suppressed memories resurface at the most inopportune times...why can't I forget...why does it haunt me and refuse to let go...why do I refuse to let go...clinging to hope that is no longer there...that may have never been there...
i hate you but i love you...i can't stop thinking of you...
do you ever truly forget...or do you just overlap those old memories with new ones that you convince yourself are better.
they're never better....they never will be...
i hate it.
its been too long.
what did you do to me.
Suppressed memories resurface at the most inopportune times...why can't I forget...why does it haunt me and refuse to let go...why do I refuse to let go...clinging to hope that is no longer there...that may have never been there...
i hate you but i love you...i can't stop thinking of you...
do you ever truly forget...or do you just overlap those old memories with new ones that you convince yourself are better.
they're never better....they never will be...
i hate it.
its been too long.
what did you do to me.