How long?
well i havent updated in a while...but i guess thats because no one really reads my journal anyways
i have a ton of pictures from past events and stuff im going to post later. I guess you could say my summer is going very good at the time. I got in a car accident and so did my mom a couple days after. I guess we just have bad luck with cars in my family. Both of us were ok and both accident were not our fault. I watched forrest Gump today cause it is my favorite movie no matter what other movie i may say is my favorite. Forrest Gump is my favorite movie ever. Its very hott outside and I dont really have the time to go swimming but i will later i suppose.
I was thinking today about everything. Everything that has happened and everything that is going to happen. I suppose you could say i was in a deep thought about why im alive
I love to have those moments for some reason
where i just put on a score soundtrack from a movie and either think or just write about something.
sometimes ill just read and other times ill just think of my mom and why i love her so much
Ill look at old photo albums and just think
maybe i just go outside and take pictures that look good to me and then upload them with the 1000 other pictures that are on my computer
and later they will join my photo album along with everything else
You ever just walk outside on a night or day where they sky is kinda cloudy and theres a strong but not so strong wind and the air is warm and you just say to yourself that this is really nice even though to most people it ruins their day and they are mad this happens. but to you its just perfect
Did you ever say you hate someone but you really dont?
then you go and talk to them and you realize you really dont
when you dislike someone and they dislike someone and then the other person dislikes someone and somehow is all comes back to you and the mess that you somehow started comes back to you in the end.
Dont you wish everything could just be good and everyone could just talk about the things you talk about?
I looked at my photo album and my 5th grade class photo
and i realized Lucy was in it...and in my 1st abnd second and kindergarten and even preschool
and she was with me countless other times...i really do miss her
I miss a lot of people and im sure they miss me also
im sure they would give anything to be back here with us in life
or maybe they dont and they are glad they passed on
i just hate to see people sad especially when i see someone sitting all alone with nothing to do and nowhere to go and they are just sad...with thoughts that they did something wrong at one point and it is their fault
no one deserves to be alone and no one deserves to feel like they did something wrong in their lives
I guess you could say I like to be nice and i just want everyone to be happy and to not be so hurtful all the time
Though everyone says they have never cried and that its stupid and whatever
everyone has
and everyone will
when i was mad at my mom and realized i had really hurt her feelings and how she is growing old and how i loved her so much that i was totally wrong and really hated myself for it and i cryed to her and i hugged her and i really wish everyone could just stay here forever...that death didnt have to be a part of life
but it is and everyone in this world will experience it for themselves
I wrote something about love today and i didnt finish it yet
but i will
soon enough
but i will post what i have so far and i even put it in my profile cause you know i just want everyone to see it whether they call me gay or just love it
I just want to
cause its what i want to do
Its just who I am
thats all i am going to write for today i have a lot to do actually
but hey if you want to leave a comment you can
and if you dont its cool im just glad you read this
because the people who read this feel the same way i do and somewhere inside themselves they want to do the same thing
so go ahead and right about whats on your mind cause this is your live journal and its your one time thing to write about what happens day to day
Right now i am happy...how about you?
i have a ton of pictures from past events and stuff im going to post later. I guess you could say my summer is going very good at the time. I got in a car accident and so did my mom a couple days after. I guess we just have bad luck with cars in my family. Both of us were ok and both accident were not our fault. I watched forrest Gump today cause it is my favorite movie no matter what other movie i may say is my favorite. Forrest Gump is my favorite movie ever. Its very hott outside and I dont really have the time to go swimming but i will later i suppose.
I was thinking today about everything. Everything that has happened and everything that is going to happen. I suppose you could say i was in a deep thought about why im alive
I love to have those moments for some reason
where i just put on a score soundtrack from a movie and either think or just write about something.
sometimes ill just read and other times ill just think of my mom and why i love her so much
Ill look at old photo albums and just think
maybe i just go outside and take pictures that look good to me and then upload them with the 1000 other pictures that are on my computer
and later they will join my photo album along with everything else
You ever just walk outside on a night or day where they sky is kinda cloudy and theres a strong but not so strong wind and the air is warm and you just say to yourself that this is really nice even though to most people it ruins their day and they are mad this happens. but to you its just perfect
Did you ever say you hate someone but you really dont?
then you go and talk to them and you realize you really dont
when you dislike someone and they dislike someone and then the other person dislikes someone and somehow is all comes back to you and the mess that you somehow started comes back to you in the end.
Dont you wish everything could just be good and everyone could just talk about the things you talk about?
I looked at my photo album and my 5th grade class photo
and i realized Lucy was in it...and in my 1st abnd second and kindergarten and even preschool
and she was with me countless other times...i really do miss her
I miss a lot of people and im sure they miss me also
im sure they would give anything to be back here with us in life
or maybe they dont and they are glad they passed on
i just hate to see people sad especially when i see someone sitting all alone with nothing to do and nowhere to go and they are just sad...with thoughts that they did something wrong at one point and it is their fault
no one deserves to be alone and no one deserves to feel like they did something wrong in their lives
I guess you could say I like to be nice and i just want everyone to be happy and to not be so hurtful all the time
Though everyone says they have never cried and that its stupid and whatever
everyone has
and everyone will
when i was mad at my mom and realized i had really hurt her feelings and how she is growing old and how i loved her so much that i was totally wrong and really hated myself for it and i cryed to her and i hugged her and i really wish everyone could just stay here forever...that death didnt have to be a part of life
but it is and everyone in this world will experience it for themselves
I wrote something about love today and i didnt finish it yet
but i will
soon enough
but i will post what i have so far and i even put it in my profile cause you know i just want everyone to see it whether they call me gay or just love it
I just want to
cause its what i want to do
Its just who I am
thats all i am going to write for today i have a lot to do actually
but hey if you want to leave a comment you can
and if you dont its cool im just glad you read this
because the people who read this feel the same way i do and somewhere inside themselves they want to do the same thing
so go ahead and right about whats on your mind cause this is your live journal and its your one time thing to write about what happens day to day
Right now i am happy...how about you?