i am...i am going to go out and get really fucked up and go do all the shit that i could never do when i was with Mike be he hates me now and he like wants to beat my ass...wouldnt be the first time...whatever i dont fucking care fuck him and his fucking drugs...i hope he is very fucking happy without me he can go have all the fucking shitty sex he wants and when he gets sick of that and wants soemthing that means something maybe just maybe he will come back to me and want to get back together to have sex and then he will break my heart one more time b.c he doesnt give a shit about me or my feelings and he hopes that i fucking die good for fucking him...good for him that is all that i have to say...i hope he is very happy...now that he doesnt have to worry about me or my fucking emotions ever again...he never cared...so much for living happily ever after...he never wanted that...he never wanted me he wanted soemthing that didnt matter and when he started to care he stopped himself before it got to far...fuck him...i dont want to cry over him anymore...i hope he is happy i hope that whatever he decides to do with his life makes him very very very very happy...but he doesnt give shit about me anymore and as far as i go i cant continue to put myself though fuckinh bullshit i cant do it i love him but fuck it...
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