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[xxhopedivinexx]

Some days I sit, starin'out the window
Watchin'this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin'to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into your eyes

Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin'on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then you comes back to me

People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just dont see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into your eyes

There's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold

And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?

But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only one that I adore

So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of his rightful owner

And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin'on me
Cuz my baby know's that his baby's a soldier
Nothin' can take him from me

'member when I said
If you ever need anything, i will be right there?
Well guess what?
i'm here.
And I ain't goin'nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)